CHAPTER 39 (old story)

9:12

I was already in the car, on the way to the university, when i received a whatsapp

Zaid: these might come in handy, memorize ;)

and he sent me 4 more jokes

Me: haw laish?

Zaid: sem3ay elkalam, 7eftheehom gabel matdsheen 3end el dr

Me: um...okay

Well, 7afatht awal 3 bas el rab3a kanat 6wela so i didn't bother to memorize it


I knocked on the dr's office

Dr Ahmed: tefathal

I entered the office, too scared of what's gonna happen next

Dr: 7e9a 7e9a 7e9a, intay laish 3aneeda

Me: mo 3aneeda

Dr: man97ch trden lana ana badakhlch el class 3ashan zaid bas

Me: aha

Dr: eygoly intay t3arfen wayed nekat, 3adel?

Malat 3alaik ya zaid

Me: uh ehhh ya3ny mo wayed

Dr: yallah aby asma3 cham nekta t3adel mazajy, khanshoof sha6artch, w 3ad 3ogobha aqarer etha bdakhlch aw la

allahuma 6awlch ya roo7:) bant7r

I said the first joke w wayha kan kelsh ma feeh tha7ka

I said the second one w tha7ak shwaya

3ad ashwa tha7ak 7ayl bel akheera

Dr: ahaha ya7laylch ya 79a

Me: ha dr ya3ny badesh?

Dr: eh, 3endch 20 mns 3ala el class, lata2akherain

Me: enshalah

I exited the door wla a7d yangz bwayhy wygol: Haaaa shraych feeny

Me: waaai3 waai3 zaid nawy twagf galby, kela tkhar3ny!

Zaid: waay laa smela 3ala galbch, zain ma geltely sh9ar?

Me: madakhalny w sabny

Zaid 3a9ab 7ayl: shnu hal 7aqeer!! wakhraaay

Me: wain?

Zaid: badesh azefa!! 9ej 7aywan shlon eysbch?

Me: ahaha lool ath7ak wyak dakhalny, mashkoooor

Zaid: alah eyhadach ana 9adagt:p

Me: haha laa:p

Zaid: yalah 3azmch 3ala gahwa

Me: laaa akhaf el nas yakhethon fekra

Zaid: haa! ay fekra? ma chena thak elyom ana mwadech el6abeeeb, yalah emshay jedamy, dam 3ame rathy ma7ad la sheghl

Me: a39abk bas:p

We entered the cafe that was in our campus, el7mdela makan za7ma, after we got our orders we sat in a table

Zaid: ha darastay 7ag il quiz?

Kent mndamja ib my drink 7ayl: ay quiz?

Zaid: your quiz ily ba3ad 15 mns

I almost choked on my drink

Zaid: uff uff shfeech

Me: ma galy 3an the quiz!!!! mako a7qar mena!

Zaid: 3ade 3ade, refejy wyach bel class, i know all the lessons, agdar adarsch eb 3asher degayg

Me: shlon refejk kubrk w ib my class?

Zaid: 3ade anyone can take any class, ya3ny 3ade tlagen nas akher sna ma3a nas awal jam3a, mo methel el thanawya

Me: ohhhh

Zaid: inzain yalah adarsch

Me: eh please!!!

He started explaining, step by step, he made every thing seem so easy, i understood everything

Zaid: okay so yallah last question before you can leave, calculate the volume of the quantity of oxygen in space (madre shelsalfa bas 2alaft this question, it probably wont make any sense to you, cause its not making any sense to me bas 3ade 6af:p)

I grabbed a pen and a paper and started working on the question 

Me: uhhh 8.2399238?

Zaid: 9a7! yalah your ready!

Me: waaay thankyou Zaid!!!!! 

Zaid: your welcome!! yallah bsr3a ro7ay w etha khala9tay ta3alay ehny w tell me shlon el quiz

Me: yal fathy ma3ndk classes?

Zaid: ambala bas at 12:30

I looked at my clock 9:52

Me: laish yaay ehny?

Zaid: 3ashan at6aman ena dakhaltay el class!

TOOOOO CUTTTEEEEEEEEEE

I blushed 

Me: ohh, mashkoor wayed wayed

Zaid: el3afooo, khalas geltlch e3tabreny okhooch

Right, like thats gonna happen:p

But instead i said: eh akeed! w e3tebrny ekhtk etha taby shay dont hesitate to tell me

Zaid: hehe yalllah booga 7 mns

Me: okh 6arda ashkara

Zaid: ma3ndy man3 neg3ad ehny wnsolf lay bacher, bas maby ten6ardain w takhethen F

Me: loool ath7ak wyak, yallah bye

Zaid: haha bye

I smiled then left 

Ahhhh:( i dont want him to treat my like a sister, i hate having feeling towards someone who treats me like his sister, life is so not fair!

I entered my class and their was only one seat left, which was the one beside the wall, right next to khaled:) Oh how much im lucky

I entered and sat

Khaled: halah walah

I looked at my desk and absolutely ignored him

Khaled: 7a9oona lail7en za3lana meny? tara walah knt yahel, tadren ena a7bch

I looked at him in a disgusted way, shlon yetjara2 eykalmny?

Khaled: inzain youba lata7gren, 3al aqal reday

Me: shtaby?

Khaled: akhh walhan 3alaich

Me: wakher 3any w latkalmny

The dr spoke when khaled was going to reply, making him be quite

I finished the quiz easily, actually i was the first one to finish

I stood from my seat and went and put my quiz paper on the Dr's desk

He took it and started looking at it

I turned my back and right when i was going to walk away he said

:7e9a shlon t3arfen kel el ejabat wana mo gaylch ina ako quiz?

I turned to face him and said: a7ad galy, mashkor wayed dr enk ma geltly, jad 

El dr en9efag wayha, he was shocked that i knew all the answers 

He started marking my paper since no one was done

I took out my phone and starting replying to lulu and alzain eb the group, 398 messages ib 29 minutes:) 7anaa

Dr: e7mm, 7e9a al x

Me: na3am?

Dr: 3alamtch 96% ya3ny A, bas ana shaak ina ghashaytay fa ba36eech C

Me:Dr!!!!! May9eer walah el 3athem w rab el ka3ba ma ghashayt!!

Dr: hahahah youba a6afrch, mara7 aghayer 3alamtch, good job

Waiii3 ya3ny damkk khafeef?

Me: haha thanks

Khaled: psssst 7a9oona ghashesheeny

I ignored

Khaled: 7a9ooooooon

I still ignored

Dr: class you have 10 minutes left

Khaled: 7e9a tekfain

The 10 minutes passed really slow, till the dr said that class was over 

I was walking in the hallway when khaled yelled: 7e9a!

I walked faster wanting to speed up, but with no such luck, he stood right infront of my face

Me: wakher 3any

Khaled: laish ta7greny

Me: khaled. wakher. 3any

Khaled was blocking my way, trapping me between the wall

Khaled: ya3ny nafsya?

Me: shtaby? agoolk wakher 3any!!!

Khaled: shda3wa youba, yallah 3ad add me bbm

Me: tkhasy, eglb wayhk, w wakher 3any!!!!

Khaled was refusing to leave, and he wouldn't let me go away

7asait aby abchy

Until...........


: mnu hatha?

Khaled: inta mnu?

Zaid: 7abeeby ana ely as2lk, mnu enta?

Khaled: agool roo7 w fukna ga3d akalm bnt 3amy

Zaid held khaled by his shirt, looking really angry: 9ej 7mar, 3abalk ya3ny ma3arf mnu 3yal 3amha? 3endk thalath thuwany taglb wayhk wla betshof shay 3omrk ma shefta, fahem? 

Khaled: hed hdoomy

Zaid let go of his shirt and khaled left

He turned to face me: 7e9a mnu hatha

Me: madre bas ga3d ey2atheny

Zaid: latkalmeen 9bayan, malch shughul fehom

Me: shako mn gal akalmhom? ya3ny wa7d g3d ey2atheny agom a6ega wla shnu? wai3 t7r zaid


Zaid: eh latkalmenhom, w malch sheghel feehom, ba3dain ta3alay wya wayhch shnu t7r? hatha yezaay khayef 3alaych?

Me: eh shdarany m3a9b wtzfny

Zaid: eh martha ay 9bay eykalmch, bas tsolfen wya me7sn w 3yal 3amch, w 6ab3an ana, ama a7ad thany laa, mafhooom?

Madre etha he's jealous aw bas chethy 3ashan ye3tabrny ekhta, its too confusing!

Me: uff mafhoom

Zaid: eh 3afya, inzain cham yebtay

Me: many gaylatlk

Zaid: yalaa 7a9ooon

Me: maby 3ashan t3arf tzefny

Zaid: ohhh, khalas sorry:p bas geltlch ma7b ay a7ad eysawelch chethy, khalas ana asf, okay?

Me: hahaha okay:D Inzain esma3, yebt 96!!!!!!!!!!

Zaid faj2a 9arakh: CHATHABA!

Me: wallah!!! ush lat9arekh elnas lafaw 3alayna

Zaid: malch shughul fehom, 3ade kaifna:p inzaain tara 6ala3t khoush estath ha? a3arf adars:p

Me: eh 7adek

Zaid: khalas mn elyom w ray7 ana badrsch, meta ma 3endch test aw quiz okay?

Me: laa 3ade, ayeebly modars

Zaid: haay 6a3 hathy, hatha ely nag9, tyeben modars w zayooood ehny?

Me: hmmm la:p

Zaid: khala9 3ayal, tell me gabelha eb yoom, 3ashan ashof w schedule

Me: ya enta yal schedule yal business man:p

Zaid: eh sh3abalch:p

Me: enta ay wakt etro7 el shareka9

Zaid: kelyom men 7:30 till 11:30, ba3dain aye eljam3a 7ag classy ely lay elsa3a 1, 3ogobha ared el shareka lay el sa3a thalath

Me: olah ma tet3ab?

Zaid: la ta3awadt, ba3ad oboch ma ga9ar wyay, ana awal wa7d 3a6any watheefa mohema wya man9b zain mn ghair shahada jame3ya

Me: laish teshteghl?

Zaid: lasem at3ab 3ala 3omry, 3ashan lay takharajt agdar akh6b ely eb baly

a77777</3 walah khnegatny el 3abra awl ma gal 3an ely b bala, ya 7ath'ha walah, atmana wa7d chethy eysaweely, magdar agole ela alah eyhaneehom 7ag ba3ath

Me: ohhh zayoood mn al7een emqarer? shesmha?

Zaid: eh walah, 9arly sntain ashofha men b3eed lay b3eed, bas ehya matadry 3an hawa dary, kela agra tweetat'ha, w laman taktb omw to hal mokan aroo7, bas matla7ethny kel mara, esmha Sara

Me: ohh, inshalah takh6ebha w tetzawajha ba3ad:p 

Zaid: inshalah, w yakh6bch wa7d zain ana artha feeh:p

Me: inta laish

Zaid: bas kaify mo ana okhoch

Me: hmm ambala:p

Zaid: khalas 3ayal;p

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I finally finished all of my classes for today, which was wednesday, i didn't have any classes on thursday, which meant one thing, WEEKEND

I went back home, they were putting the lunch on the table, dakhalt w salamt 3ala omy w oboy w me7sn w ga3adna 3ala el6awla

Rosy served me one of my favorite's, pink pasta with extra cheese.

I swallowed the first bite, then i lost my appetite, lay hal daraja zaid gam eyhmny? shloon at3alag eb a7ad ely bas 9arly one week a3arfa, mo ma3qoola, 3omry ma7abayt a7ad chethy, shm3na ohwa? Something about him was special, he made me feel like im the only girl in the world, he actually cares, bas ako wa7da already eb bala, uffff:(

Baba: 7a9oona zaid dag 3alay

Me: laish

Baba: galy ena ga3ad wyach bel cafe, w ena bydarsch mn elyom w ray7 7ag wa7d mn classatch, ya7layla dag 3alay 3ashan yesta2then gabel may9eer shay wana madre

Umbay walah walah 3omry ma sheft wa7d methel zaid, laish chethy 7athy laishhh, i like him a lot, like more than a lot, bas matwaqa3 i love him, its too soon

Me: ohh eh darasny elyom gabel el class lana kelsh ma knt fahma

Baba: eh khoush, el7mdela ana a3arf zaid men zman fa ma3ndy man3 ena eydarsch, bas mo tro7on mokan w chethy, eyena el bait

Me: eh okay

Me7sn tenarfaz shway

Maryam: ya7laayla zayood wyach 

Me: eh:p

Baba: laish matakleen 

Me: madre kalayt bel jam3a

Lie after lie after lie

Me7sn: youba aby adres bara

Baba: ehh afa 3alayk, afreshlk bel 7oosh w akhaleek tadres

Maryam th7ekat 7ayl , when me7sn & i thought that it wasn't that funny

Me7sn: youba mn9jy

Baba: hehe 7abeby ath7ak wyaak, eh bas shlon wtkhalena brou7na? A7taj wldy wyaay

Me7sn: shda3wa mo 3ndk zaid? kaho ga3d eysawee kelshay, w a9lan enta matgoly shay, kela tgol 7ag zaid, chena ana mo wayed mohem bl nsba lek, chena ohwa ely 9ar weldk mo ana

Wait me7sn eyghar?

Baba: la sh'hal kalam, mn gal ena ent mo mohem?

Me7sn: shoof ta9arefatk, ya3ny etgoola ena ohwa el man9b ely ta7tk 3ala 6ol, w ana mafakart feny? tezawajt omy ana wla oma ohwa? walah ya3ny kelsh ma tehtm, ma aloom 79a laman t7s ena ma3ndaha a7d, aw ma7ad yehtamlaha

Maryam: me7sn sh'hal 7achy!

Baba: la maryam khaly eygol kel ely eb bala

Me7sn: wala youba laish chethy et3amelny? laish ma te3temd 3alay methel ma te3tmd 3alayh? lana ohwa kan refej wldk wla shnu? mat7a6ly ay e3tebar eb hal 3ayla, chenk mo mftkher ena ana wld murtk

Baba: awal shay bagola lek enk ghal6an, ana mara7 a36eek elman9b ely ta7ty 3ala 6ol law shnu ey9eer, tadry laish?

Me7sn: eh akeed, lana 7ag 7abeebk zayood

Baba: la2, lana ent btakheth man9by, ana rayal kbeer, w bas ya el wakt ena atqa3ad, bas na6r laman enta tetkharaj men el jam3a, thany shay, enta mo wld murty, enta wldy, tefham shnu ya3ny wldy wla ma tefham? w akher shay bagola lek ohwa ena alah eysam7k 3ala hal 7achy, kelsh matwaqa3t'ha mnk ya m7sn

Baba left the table and went to the living room

Maryam: haw me7sn shfeek yanayt westakhafayt?

Me7sn: madre youma ya3ny entay mu ga3da t7sen

Maryam: gom e3tether men obok al7en

Me7sn walked and headed to the living room

We could hear and watch them since the table which we only ate on during weekdays was in the living room

Me7sn: youba ana asef

Baba: eh ana msam7k

galha embayn mo men galba, he was still sad

Me7sn: youba walah asf

Baba: inzain khalas sema3tk awal mara

Faj2a wla me7sn dame3at 3ayna, ma9adeg. me7sn ely 3omra ma hama shay yabchy? mo ma3qooola!

Me7sn: youba walah asf, ana khasart oboy men awal, kent athayga wayed w ma asma3 kalama, youba ana asf, walah ma kan qasdy, tekfa same7ny youba allah eykhalek, mabeek tez3al 3alay

Baba: 7abeeby me7sn, mara7 takhserny inshalah, w law shnu etsawy mar7 az3al 3alayk, allah yahdek enshalah, alah ykhaleek ley inta w omk w 79a w yara w yasmeena w kelkom

Baba gaam w lam me7sn waaay cuuuteee walah!

Maryam: allah laya7rmny mnkom golaw ameen

I side hugged maryam and said: ameen walah ya7rmna mnch

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Comment please etha taboon i post ch 40 tomorrow:p for once i would like to have more than 10 comments please!!!! 

CHAPTER 38 (old story)

I called Lulu and Alzain. I invited them over to the dinner, since alzain was already yara and yasmeena's cousin, and well lulu was my sister, 7atan el mafroth ma a3zmha, el bayt bayt'ha.

Lulu and Alzain entered my room at around 7, they were dressed and their hair was already done, while i was laying in bed, being the lazy person that i normally was. 

I was still scared to tell baba about what happened in class, adre ina byzfny lana i failed, bas wala 7arny!

Lulu: 7e9o ya7mara kelman ta7at, e7na salamna w khala9na wntay lail7en!?

Zayoun: gouuumay ge3day 3al kersy, khal a7a6lch mekyajch 3ala ma lulu t3adel sha3ry

Me: maby

Lulu: hathy ely bafla3ha al7een, shnu maby! gamay yallah

Me: uffffffff

Zayon: la entay feh shay emthaygch aked! shay 9ar biljam3a wla shnu?

They know me too well.

Me: eh tkhaylaw sh9ar! 

Then i told them the story from A-Z

Lulu: waaaaay umbay cute:(

Me: wai3 shnu cute? Ey777r!

Lulu: mu el dr! Zaid cute:(

Zayon: eh wallah!!!!

Lulu: 3ala kether ma ketabt pissed w nitm w bad mood eb twitter, ma7ad dazly nekat w 7ab eywansny

Me: LOL 9aida! 3ad ana a3tbr yahel bel nsba lah

Lulu: ifff ambay shako ya3ny shako? 3ade ana bain omy w oboy 10 sneen! El3omr mayafrg ya7mara!

Me: ambala it does! wai3 + ya3tebrny ekhtta :)

Zayoun: ewwwww the "sister zone" akhyas shay!!!

Me: ehh 7ada!!!! you can never get out of it! w a9lan i dont want to get out of it, ana gelt ina maby ey9eer feny methel theek el mara

Lulu: wai3 lat'thakreny eb hal 7aqer, ashwanch you failed the class, mara7 etshofena again!

 Me: eh 7ada! bas akhaf agol 7ag oboy! 

Zayoun: laish? latkhafen intay masawaytay shay!

Me: madre bas akhaf yez3al lna i got an F, w twny eb thany class

Lulu: la 3ade! inzain tara feh wayed nas ta7at, ayho zaid?

Well being the typical malgooofa me, i already got out his twitter account, but i didn't follow, i clicked on his avatar and showed it to the girls

Lulu: KALLLBBB!!

Zayoun: Waaaaaay eyanennn!!! 

Me: uffffff:(

Lulu: omg 7a9oooon maly shughil feeech, ba3adlch w baratbch w bakhaleech tkonen a7la wa7da ilyooom,tadren eyanen shakla em deshdasha? La w al7en labs ghetra:( haman laman ana w zayon salamna, magal shay, bas kan ey6al3 el arth, eyhabel!

Me: way:(

I sat and lulu took all of my hair, and put it in a wavy ponytail, zayooon 7a6atly my make up, and well alzain bas t7a6 7umra 7amra w black eye liner w foundation, mat7a6 pink aw beige, kela red:)

Me: ya7mara shnu vampire?

Lulu: chubay ya3ny ga6a? shaklch zain yalah badlay!

I went to the bathroom and wore my red Valentino dress. (yes i did use this dress in the other story:p but whatever right?)

Alzain w Lulu nzalaw gably cause i had to go to my dad's room to get mama's jewelry.

I wore her diamond necklace, earrings and bracelet. I still didn't take off faisal's necklace, and im not planning to.

Dakhalt ghurfat el estqbal and it was PACKED with people! 

Omy oboy me7sn yara yasmeena yousef and his family kelhom w s3ood w his family kelehom! W 6ab3an zaid w ana w lulu w zayoona:) 

Salamt 3ala elkel then re7t w ga3adt yam oboy

Baba: Zaid 7abeby shloon akher course jam3a wyak?

Zaid: walah el7amdela 3amy, kelshay mathbooo6

Baba: eh shed 7aylk! yallah inshalah awal ma tetkharaj ba36eek el upgrade 

Zaid: 3amy ay upgrade?

Baba: bakhaleek tamsk el man9b ely ta7ty 3ala 6ool

Zaid: mashkkooooor 3amy wala maga9art wyaay

Baba: 7abeeby testahal akthar, ela 79a shlon eljam3a wyach? gelteely dr ahmed eydarsch? 

Me: zaina, ummm eh

Baba: ha 3asa shada 7aylch? 

Me: ehh baba

Baba: eh latet2akherain 3ala el class, w sheday 7aylch

Me: eh akeed baba, a9lan bayeb A inshalah

UFFF al7en shlon bagola ina i already failed:) screw you Dr Ahmed.

Zaid had a smirk on his face

Laygool 7ag oboy hal khebl!!!!

Me: ahh zaid tara nesayt shay bsayartk

Zaid: shnu?

Me: swary

Zaid: la7tha aro7 ayeba

Me: laa mara7 t3rf waina, baye wyak

Baba had a confused look on his face

6ala3na bara elbab wla eygol: ahahahaha tha7akteeny 79a, meta nawya tgolenla?

Me: mo nawya agola, tekfa latgol shay!

Zaid: eh aked men9jch? 

Me: way ashwa

Zaid: shloon al7een? 

Me: madre, inshalah adaberha bacher

Zaid: khala9 khaleha 3alay

Me: la 3ade ana barou7 akalma

Zaid: okay inshooof

Me: inshof? 

Zaid: inshof mnu byqna3a:p

Me: aha, yalah inshoof:p

Zaid: ha mataben swarch?

Me: mako swar, bas chethy 3ashan matgol 7ag oboy

He didnt reply, just smiled

&with that i felt the butterflies rush through my tummy, why do i feel this way? 


I looked at the ground, then realized that i should be going back inside


I walked ahead of him, and went and sat beside lulu, who had a face like she just won a million KD

Me: haw shfeech

Lulu: bamoooot!!!!!!!!!!!

Zayoun: tara byogaf galbch 79a al7een

Me: haw sh9ayer?

Zayoun: se2lay ilkhafeefa ely yamy

Lulu: chubay walah mo khafeefa

I looked at lulu in a serious way: lwailo shemsawya?

Lulu: mo ana, a7ad sawa w ana gelt okay

Me: lulu, sh9ar?

Lulu: well........

Me: ohhhhh!!

I grabbed her by her arm and took her upstairs, zayon followed us

Me: lulu en ma ta7achaytay bathb7ch

Lulu: tawa re7t el 7amam knt baghasel eedy bel sinks ely bara

Me: ehhh...

Lulu: chan eyeee m7sn wysolf, chan eygoly add me eb bbm, chan agol laish, chan tewahag, chan eygoly 3ashan etha 6efa mobile 7e9a w e7tajt'ha, chan agool okay, BAS ANA ADRE ENA MO 3ASHANCH!! AYWAAAAAAA

Zayoun: yer7am omch cham mara geltay kelmat chan!!!!!

Me: malat 3alaych intay wyaha a7sb 9ar shaaaay

Lulu: kel hatha w ma a9ar shay!! ne6art men grade 10!! 3 years!! AKHH AKHEEERAN!

Me: tara walah he just added you, wait laykon sawaha w galch a7bch?

Lulu: a7bch? laish ohwa ey7bny? 

ya 7mara ya 79a! m7sn emwa9eeny mat7acha!!

Me: haa laa bas ga3da as2lch etha galch, so galch?

Lulu: ohhh okayyy, umm laa, bas bygoly enshalah

Zayoun: inshalah;p

We went downstairs wla kan wakt el3asha, kelman ra7 bara 9ob el pool yaklon, so we joined them

Maryam had alot of tables out side, which could fit 10 people by table

So i got my food and sat in a table with lulu and alzain, me7sn and zaid, yousef and yasmeena, yousef's brother and sister which were twins, they were 15, jazi and jassim, the 10th seat was empty


Everyone was eating in silence when Jassim (the 15 year old)'s phone rang

Jassim: alooo, halah walah 3baaid, bkhair intay shlonk? walhan 3alaik! ehhh bacher elsa3a sab3, starbucks nuzha,  7abeebty walah 

Yousef: aya 7mar!!

Jassim 9ak el telephone 3ala 6ol chan eygol: haa shfek?

Yousef: intay shlonk w 6awafnaha, bas 7abeebty? mnu hathy?

Jassim: haaaa haa shako? ga3d akalm 3baaaid!

Jazi coughed and said: muneera

Jassim whispered : intay sektaaaay latefthe7eeny!!

Bas clearly el kel sma3

Magedart at7amal, ba6ayt'ha the7k 7ayl

Yousef: sheghlk wyaay belayl

Yasmeena: loool 7abeeby khala kaifa

Yousef whispered something in her ear and she said: weeeh umbay kel hatha?

Yousef: w akthar

Jassim: haaay haaay shgeltlaha!! yasmeena walah eychatheb

Yousef: lata7lf

Jassim: sakheef w rab el k3ba

Me7sn: meshtehy asma3 nekta

Zayon: inta 3alam thany

Me7sn: walah taghyeer jaw

Zaid: hehe thakartny eb wa7d mn elrab3 kent adezla nekat lammn kan metnarfz

My face turned all shades of red!!!

Lulu looked at me with a smirk on her face

Zayoun: hahahahahahah

Me7sn: yanaytay?

Zayoun: hehe laa bas tethakart shy

Zaid looked at her, atwaqa3 shak ena geltlehom!

Me7sn: el7mdela wlshker, alah 3a6any bnt khala dash feha yny

Zayoun: a3ootho bela smela 3alay! latfawl

Me7sn: ga3d agol el9ej

My face was still as red as a tomato, i looked at my lap not wanting to smile

Me7sn: 6a3 elthanya, intay shfech mesta7ya? 

I didn't realize he was talking to me until i lifted my head and saw that the whole table were staring at me, and Zaid kan feh tha7ka

akhhh yal fasla

Me: ana?

Me7sn: eh shfech mesta7ya, faj2a wayhch gelab a7mar

Me: la shako mo msta7ya wala shay

Me7sn: laaaaaa, 79o shfeeech mesta7yaaa?;)

Me: umbay shako

Zaid: hehe m7aisn maskena khalha b7alhaa, tara el7aya shay zain

W chan le7mara zayon tbu6ha the7k ehya wya lulu

Jassim: looool elfarg bain shakh9yat'hom=))

I excused myself w re7t ghurfat el estqbal lana adre wayhy 7ayl a7mar

I went to the sink and fixed my hair

: shda3wa mesta7ya meny

Me: yoummmaa zaid mn wain 6ala3t

Zaid: mn ba6n omy

Me: sakhheeef

Zaid: inzain ma gelteely:p laish wayed test7en?

Me: ma ast7y mnk

Zaid: laaaa;p

Me: jad mast7y;p 3ade 

i was nervous so i started playing with my phone, clicking all of the buttons, till i clicked the play button, which faisal started singing


I quickly paused it

Zaid: la7tha la7tha, 7a6ay play

Me: la

Zaid: agoolch 7a6ay play

i was scared so i played it

Faisal kan eyghany w yestahbl

Zaid: hatha faisal?

Me: eh....

Zaid: lasem 

he was cut off because people were coming in

He grabbed me by my hand and took me upstairs, we sat in the balcony

Me: umbay shfeek?

Zaid: al7een et7a6en play, men awal el vn

I clicked on one of them, not knowing which one

: Hala farou7a shlounch, ana tawny 6ale3 men el 6abeeb asf 7abeebty magedart asoulf wyach, enkasrat reeely kela men wa7d men elrab3, walah 7mar ga3d eyghasl reela w ana masheft fa knt arketh w zelagt, 3ad al7een mako ba7ar 7ag 3 asaaabe3, bas ma akraha, ohwa refejy men 3omer, walah jad khoush wa7d, 3ad al7een 79o btestans lana mara7 arou7 elshalaih weya rab3y  fa ehya w lulu byro7on, alaah ey3een rajuu 3alayhom, byrf3oon thaq6a, hehe yalah wayed ga3ed asolf, goleely shsawaytay elyom? a7bch


and with that the vn ended.

I looked at zaid, he had a smile on his face, but was he, no he can't.. he's crying?

Zaid: tadren ena ana ely kesart reela? akhh ya 7abeeby ya faisal, walah lek w7sha

Me: ahah ay shay!! kelsh ma twaqa3t ina tkon int!! khalas zaid emsa7 dmooo3k, tara walah abchy wyaak

He stared and smiled, akh its a killer smile.

Zaid: inshalah

Pathetic me, i tell him not to cry, when me myself was crying, i suddenly bursted out in tears, i held my face with my hands and cried

Zaid: obb obbb khala9 youba mara7 abchy, latabchen 7a9ooon

Me: magdar walah magdar, ma3ndy okho, ma3ndy a7ad, khesart aghla shay eb 7ayaty

Zaid took my hands away from my face, wiped my tears and held my face with his hands, wanting me to look right into his eyes. 

Zaid: ana okhoch, okay adre mat3arfeny w you won't trust me a lot, w aked betgoleen hatha shyaby, bas ana a3arf kelshay 3anch, la2 its not because im a stalker, its because faisal kan eysolf 3anch wayed wayed, w 3amy 9arla sntain mn eshtaghalt, bas eysolf 3anch, w kan meshta6 3an takharjch men el thanawya, kela eygoly swalfch, w 7abayt shakh9ytch w gelt lasm i meet her w a9eer her friend, 9adgeny law teft7en 3ainch 3adel,ra7 tlagen akthar men 100 shakh9 mawjooden lech, w etha malegaytay 3erfay ena ana awl wa7d wagef wyach

Me: enshalah, mashkoor wayed zaid, madre laish ma3arfk bas i feel like i can trust you, magol 7ag ay a7ad, haman lulu magolaha eny met'thayga w ma7b abchy jedamha, bas madre laish i bursted out in tears jedamk

Zaid: yes you can trust me, lana ana i trust you, w bas abeech tad3een 7ag faisal,hatha elshay elwa7eed ely ohwa yaby mnch

Me with a smile: enshalahh

Zaid: eh youba the7kay:D

Me: ahah

Zaid: inzain tara wayhch e3tefas

Me: e3tefas? 

Zaid: eh e3tefas

He took out his phone w 9awarny w warany el 9oora

I gasped: umbaay!! laish ma geltly chethy shakly!!umbay fashlaa! shlon matha7akt?

Zaid: 3ade you look really pretty chethy w in every way

I blushed the excused my self w re7t dary w ta3adalt

Laman nezalt sheft ena elkel rad elbait ela zaid, who was talking to my father

Me: ayshay elkel ra7?

me7sn: eh wain re7tay

Me: foug re7t 3adalt shakly 

Me7sn: aha

Maryam ra7at fog 3ashan kanat ta3bana 7ayl

Me7sn: yalah ma3a elsalama youba

Baba: haw wain ray7 al7en?

Me7sn: youba raye7 el duwaniya

Baba: eh alah ey7afthk, lata2akhar

Me7sn: eh inshalah ared gabel el thentayn

Baba: eh kaifk, bas 7adek 2;30

Me: ayshay baba, 3ayal ana bared elbait bacher elsa3a 12

Baba: haha ey9er khair

3ala 6ool my phone buzzed, it was a whatsapp

Zaid: 7adech 10, yawaylch etha elsa3a 10:01 matkoonen belbait ok?

Me: ufff okay:(

Zaid: eh 3afya, khalas mo geltch i'll be your brother, lasm tsm3en elkalam

Me: dont push it

Zaid: lool ok:p

I'm confused he talks to me as if im his sister, complements me better than a sister, w ana elkhebla mayta 3alayh:( bas 7e9a, you need to face the truth, he only see's you as a sister, don't get your hopes up

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9:00 AM


My phone was ringing non stop

I checked it wela 11 missed calls men zaid

I whatsapped him: shfeek?

Zaid: mashalah 3alaych nomat ahl el kahaf, yallah goomay

Me: maby banam mako class ela el sa3a 1

Zaid: ambala, kalamt dr ahmed w galy yabeech etkoneen eb his office at 9:30 sharp wykalmch 3ashan eydakhlch el class, you have 30 minutes if you want to get back to your class, hurry!

Me: ayshay!!! thankyou thankyouu!!

Zaid: wallah! your welcome! yalah asra3!!

I jumped out of bed and changed as fast as i can!!

CHAPTER 37 (old story)

*IMPORTANT*: The guys name ely kan ga3d eysa3d 79a bel jam3a w ely kan eb bayt'hom esma Zaid, i changed his name, fa latetkharb6on:p
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After Maryam gave me a lecture about life, she finally went back to her room. Dont get me wrong, i love her, i really do. But i need sometime to sit by myself.

I first went and closed the door, then closed the lights and opened the lamp that was beside my bed. I opened mama's diary.

(It was written in arabic bas baktba ehny em3arab:p)


-Elyom 3eed melad bnty Hessa, akheran 9arat 14 sna. Maraw 14sna chenhom 14 yom, kelyom tkbar wt9er a7la w a7la, lail7en at'thakar awal yom dawemat feh, kanat 7ail khayfa, marethat etro7 elmadresa ela mkhalya rosy etsawelaaha 2 ponytails. Kanat 4 sneen, tawha awal sna bel kg. Elyom wayed nas yayeen baytna, kelhom refeejat 7a9oona, 3ad ana khalayt faisal eysa3dny, w 6ab3an lulu maga9erat, wayed sa3edatna, smela 3alaih kelyom ga3da tekbar eb 3ainy akthar w akthar, 9ar tafkeerha tafkeer 7arem kbar, agdar a3tmd 3alayha eb ayshay, walah a7md raby kelyomm ena allah rezagny bnaya methel Hessa, w walad methl Faisal, inshalah allah eykhaleehom ley, w afra7 fehom, w ashoof 3yalhom.

Akhh mama chan zain walah chan zain, yalaaayt yomy gabel yomch, bas lel2asaf...

I closed my mama's diary and hid it in my bedside table, no one will know about this, no one will read her words. 

i took out their picture and just stared, ahh it hurts so much.

I really thought that i'd be over this, that i'd move on, that i wont cry anymore, but i miss them more with each and every day, i still remember mamas last words, she warned him to slow down, but he just wouldn't listen to her.

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I woke up at around 1 and took a shower, thank god i didn't have any classes today, i'm in such a mess.

I had to go back to the hospital 3ashan eyghayron el bandage, when i came back home me7sn was in the living room, talking on the phone. 

Me7sn: eh khoush, yallah 3ayal akalmk ba3dain, ma3a el salama

Me: hi

Me7sn: hala, okh sh9ar

Me: uh ta3archabt

Me7sn stood from the coach and hugged me. 

I was surprised by his action.

Me: haw shfeek

Me7sn: 7a9oona

oh no, maygol 7a9oona ela kasra kha6ra aw shay

Me7sn: laish matgolenly enech met'thayga? 

I looked at the ground, maby a76 3aini eb 3aina lana adre ena i'm going to burst out in tears.

Unfortunately, he lifted my head so i'm technically looking at him straight into his eyes.

Me7sn: shofay ana adre ena layomkn abadel mokan faisal, w law shnu asawy ra7 akon methla, w entay tadren eb hal shay, bas abeech tadren ena ana okhoch, w ma asma7 7ag ay a7ad eythaygch, walah artha ay a7d eeyjeesch wla 7ata sh3ara mnch, bas lasem tadren ena im always here for you, etha taben tetkalmain 3an allah yr7amhom faisal w khalty, tara ana mawjod, latest7en meny

And with that i cried, madre shfeny wayed abchy

I hugged me7sn and said: waaaaai3 m7sn 7adk cuuuute:( 

Me7sn: kaaak rayal shkobry tgolenly cute? 

Me: eh cuute:p

Me7sn: inzain tara ana you3an

Me: w qaasaman bla mn 3araftk wnta you3an

Me7sn: shasawy, degay 3ala oboy shofay etha yaby y6la3 wyana

Me: wyana? mn gal ba6la3

Me7sn: ana, yallah degay

I called baba, he couldn't come cause he and maryam had an appointment with madre mnu. 

Me: mayegdron

Me7sn: khalas gomay badlay

Me: me7sn walah maly khelg a6la3

Me7sn: ambala, yallah goomay, tabeeny arou7 ana a6al3lch lebsch ya3ny?

Me: la la khalas agoom

I quickly went and got dressed, i wore a simple white shirt which had a bow on one shoulder, with jeans, i grabbed my bag before i got out of my room. My hair was in a messy ponytail

Me7sn: abaaaaaih 7a6ay mekyaj, wayhch a9far

Me: la2 maly khulg

Me7sn opened the front camera of his iphone and put it on my face

Me: way khalas okay

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We went to smash burger, the village. Kel shwy me7sn gaym eysalm 3la a7d

Our order finally arrived, as we were eating i heard someone behind me say: halah m7aisn

Me7sn: halaaaaaaaaaaah walaaaaah! shloonk zaioood?

Zaid: bkhair el7mdela

I still didn't turn, so i didn't see him.

I could see his reflection from the glassed door, he was playing with hair in a messy way, he had a killer smile on.

Zaid: ela shlon ekhtk 3gb thak elyom?

Me7sn: kahy jedamk, es2alha bnafsk:p

I looked at me7sn ina bathb7k any second now

Zaid: e7m 79a shlonch?

I turned around to face him and said in a really low voice: bkhair el7mdela, inta shlonk?

Zaid: tamam walah

He smiled a toothy smile that made my heart melt

I smiled and returned to my seat

He said goodbye to Me7sn then left

After we ate me7sn bought me hot chocolate from nestle, my favorite!

6oool il6reeej me7sn kan ga3d eysolf, bas 3agly ma kan weya, i was thinking of one thing, when was i going to see Zaid again? Umbay adre ely ga3da agola kelsh mo men 6ab3y, w i did promise myself not to get involved with guys 3ogob salfat khaled, bas Zaid kan ghayr, ma3ana ma3arf walah shay 3ana, bas still kan ghair.

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I was rushing to class, not wanting to get late for Dr Ahmed's class! El7mdela i reached exactly on time!! I think this was the first time that Khaled actually noticed that im in this class, he gazed right into my eyes as i entered the classroom, he was shocked. 

I gave him a 7a8eer smile then sat

Dr: haa ashwa estatha 79a ma ta2akhartay elyom, mashkora wayed

I looked at him, my eyes were gonna fall from their sockets, how rude?

Dr: wayh intay ba3ad ilyom matrden? Shfeech 6arma

Me: law sam7t dr etha btkalmny, tekalam eb adab, wla la tetkalam bel mara

Madre shlooon gelt chthyy!!!!!!!!! Umbay 7asayt yaby yfla3ny

Dr: la walah? wtqleen adabch ba3ad haa? Shnu ahalch ma3rfaw eyrabonch?

I could hear khaled giggle in the back, malat 3alaih

Me: ma asma7lk tetkalam 3an ahaly chethy!

Dr: eh walah, elthaher oboch wayed dal3ch 3ogob ma tewafat omch, magemtay tkhafen men a7ad, la 7abeebty eb hal 9af tkooneen mu7tarama, w tsawen ro7ch ena 3endch akhlaq

Magedart asta7ml zyada, i grabbed my bag and was heading to the door

Dr: etha 3adaytay khe6wa bara el bab ba36eech F

Me: fail me:)

and i got out........ughh 7aqeeeeer!!!!!!!!!!

I won't cry for this jerk, he doesn't deserve it. Bas inshalah allah eysam7a

I remembered that i didn't have a car yet, so i had to wait till James would come

I went and sat in CR ely bel jam3a, walah knt 7ade emnfsa

I tweeted: 3omry ma sheft nas qaleeelen adab eb hal 6areqa, mako mestawa #pissed 

I got my drink and sat in a table

3 or 4 minutes later I received a whatsapp, but i didn't know who the number belonged to.

: sema3t 3an ely gala dr ahmed 3anch, layza3lch hal dr ohwa qalel adab, walah el7aya mateswa ena tez3len:p so cheer up

I still didn't reply, mashalah the word spreads fast in this university, the person was online, suddenly they were on a typing status

: hmm ashof ina lail7en mako ebtesama 3ala wayhch:p what should i do to make you smileee:p 

I still didn't reply

: -okay mako ela 7al wa7d lana your not smiling!!!!

-تعريف النذل هو اللي يسولف معك بالحصة ويضحك و إذا التف المدرس قال: ياخي إسكت خلنا نفهم 

LOL tha7akt 3ala 6ool lana thakaratny el nekta eb lulu ayam highschool:p

: - ohh i see a smile!! okay okay another one

-فقط في الكويت: إذا قلت حق واحد لا تحلف يقولك والله ما حلفت

LOOL 3ad hathy thakeratny eb zayooon, kela ta7lf chethb=))

:-yasalaaaaam im on fire, your smiling :D:D:D Yallah akher nekta

-هل جربت أن تفاجئ صآحبك بدون أي مناسبة بهدية؟ جرب ستبتهج أكثر عندما ترى حجم بهجته 

أبهجوني يا مال الباهج اللي يبهج وجيهكم

Magedart at7amal, ba6ayt'ha the7kkk!!!!=))

Finally i replied: LOL thankyou so much:p may i ask who this is?

:Mnu tetwaqa3ain eny akon?;p

Me: hmm madre walah:p mnu entay:p

:Okay awal shay ana mu bnt, thany shy you know me:p fet7ay 3yonch w mukhech wet3arfen:p

I looked up to search for a guy who's holding a phone, well i kinda failed at finding him since EVERY guy in this cafe was using his phone:)

There was a guy sitting in the far back corner, just staring and smiling

I squinted my eyes so i would see him better

& guess who was it?:)

Zaid:'(

My phone buzzed so i looked at it wela there was another message

: found me?:p

I smiled and replied: i think so:p z?

:yeaaah:p 

I smiled and said: haha:p thankyou for the jokes, walah they made my day:p

Zaid: la 3ade shda3wa ma sawayt shy:p bas el mohem tha7aktay:p awal mara ashofch teth7ken men sheftch, kela z3lana:p

Me: laa mo za3lana, bas hal cham yom madre shfeny, mo 3ala b3thy

Zaid: eh la7atht hal shay:p 

Me: men wain 7a9alt raqmy?

Zaid: secret:p

Me: la jad:p

Zaid: lol 3amy 3a6any eyaa:p 

Me: ayshay?

Zaid: walah, shfech mn9adma:p

Me: madre, lana kelsh matwaqa3t oboy ya36y raqmy 7ag 9bay

Zaid: intay ymkn matadren 3an hal shay, bas oboch ye3tbrny wlda, ya3ny laman 3a6any raqmch kan 3ashan adeg 3alaych laman te6l3en men el dr, mo 3an shy thany:p so dont get the wrong idea

a7 dagra

Me: la magelt shay:p 

Zaid: eh zain:p

I was interrupted by james who was calling me, i knew that he was outside

As i stood from my chair Zaid looked at me, our eyes met for like 5 seconds he was smiling, so i smiled and left.

I felt butterflies all over my tummy. 

I hoped into the car and said: heyy jamie!

No reply

Me: james?

No reply and he turned up the music so he wouldn't listen to me

Me: james!!!

James: what

Me: whats wrong?

James: ask yourself that question

then i remembered, i was really rude to him, back then when i was in my old house,  when i was taking my stuff.

I told him to turn off the radio, then i told him everything, why i was angry, why i smashed the car, why i was hurt

James: so why didn't you just tell me? i would've helped you break that car into bits and pieces, dont worry kid, i got your back, i'd never me mad at you even though you was rude to me

Me: oh james, walah tshawg, i love you man!!

James: duuuh, im james, who wouldn't love me?

Me: shut up and give me the aux.

I was jamming to Abdulmajeeds songs till i reached the avenues! I had to get a massage and a mani/pedi asap! so i went to spa time.

After i relaxed all of my muscles, i was finally done. 

I went back home and was surprised that we had a dinner party, ahal s3ood (rayel yara) w ahal yousef (rayel yasmeena) were gonna come 7ag il3asha, w this was really important. Annnnnnnnd guess mnu baba 3azam? \o/ ZAID!

CHAPTER 36 (old story)

SECOND CHAPTER TODAY \o/

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I entered our old house, and all the memories hit me. It was a huge pang on my heart, i couldn't take it any longer. I went straight upstairs to my room. I opened the door of the dusty room, i was shocked by how dirty my room was. I quickly opened my old drawer, i searched and searched until i finally found the necklace, you wouldn't understand how happy i was as i found it, like a massive weight was removed from my chest, i thought i lost the thing that my brother bought for me on my birthday, i cleaned all the dust from it and wore it, i felt so relieved as i placed it on my neck. 


I looked at my room, it was fully pink, everything was pink.
I went to Faisal's room. I opened the light and found his room perfectly organized, well he was a really tidy man, unlike me who was messy all the time. His room was filled with pictures of me, him, our childhood and some of his friends. I opened his cabinet, took out his shalaih bag and filled it with stuff, i took his cap, his jacket and some pictures, i also took his perfume, the one he actually used, not the one i bought so i would spray on his clothes. I sat on his bed and remembered some of the memories that we shared, i can still remember the day that he called me and told me to open his drawer, the day he got me my iphone. I found his ipod, it was switch off since it wasn't charged for 3 years. I found his camera and laptop under his bed, i took those too.  I sat for a bit then went and closed the lights, before i left his room i looked back and said" bye faisal"


Finally, last but not least i went to my parents room. It was locked, but i still remember wain mama kanat etkhesh her spare key, i lifted the carpet and found, ahh just like old times<3.

I entered her room, and sat facing her mirror, where all her make up, perfumes and creams were, my father did not remove anything, kan yaby kelshay eykon mawjod 3ala 7a6at omy. I found her bekhour and put that into my bag too, i wanted to change 100%. I wanted to become the second version of my mother. 

I opened her bag closet and found all of her bags in a specific order, some of the bags were still in fashion, they were classics. I took my mothers hand bags too. I don't know why but i felt like i had to open her side drawer. When i opened it i found a book that was written from the front 
مذكرتي اليومية

Which i guess was her daily diary? I didn't know, but hopefully i'm going to know everything tonight! 

I also found mama's picture album, it was HUGE, it could literally fit more than 400 pictures.

I grabbed everything that i could since i was in a hurry, baba only let me stay for 1 hour. I called james and told him to come to the second floor, he carried all the stuff. 

I went to the living room and took all of the videos that we had, our childhood videos.

As i was walking downstairs i remembered that i wanted to take Faisal's blanket. I ran back upstairs and got it. 

I put it in the car then entered the garage, i opened the lights. It was even more dusty than upstairs. I saw something really big that was covered in cloth. I removed it and the pain returned into my heart. I saw Faisal's car, the car that took them away 

I opened the passengers seat, not the drivers. The one that mama was sitting in. The seat's color was beige, you can see the blood spots, my mothers blood. Then on the car's floor, i saw my mama's bracelet, which had her name carved in it. My eyes were full of anger, full of sadness, full of hurt. I took the bracelet and put it in my pockets. 

: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I yelled my heart out, i yelled with every thing in me

I was really angry, angry for losing them, angry for living without them. I took the baseball bat that was on the floor, without any warnings i started hitting the car, hitting it harder with every time. 

Till the glass broke, james was running, he was terrified with what he saw, he saw another hessa. A broken hessa, a angry hessa. 

James grabbed the bat from my hand, when i looked at my hands they were full of blood, the glass entered through my skin

James: What the hayyyyl are you doin?? You crazy or what?

Me: go away james

James: no i ain't goin no where, now tell me. What the hell just happened

Me: EVERYTHING HAPPENED OKAY? NOW TAKE ME HOME, AND STAY AWAY FROM MY BUSINESS 

I've never been this rude to james, but what was i supposed to do

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I got out of the car, my hands were killing me, they were burning, the blood ruined my shirt.

I opened our house's door when the "guy" was opening it too, but from the other side. 

He looked at my arms and shirt and said: Sh9aar?? Shfeech chethy??

Me: walah shay

I walked upstairs when i heard him call my father

Before i could reach the second floor i heard my father yell out : HESSA!

He never yelled at me

Me: na3am

Baba: nezlay ta7at. Al7een!

I walked right back down the stairs, thank you flaan for ruining my day even more.

I entered the basements living room, letting my hands hide behind my back. 

Baba: shnu 3ala bloustch?!??!!

Me: 3a9eer

Baba: testahblain 9a7? Wareeeny eedch

Why is he yelling at me with this guy behind him!

I showed him my hands then he said: Shnu hatha?! Mnu sawa chethy feech! 

Me: ma7ad baba, khala9 ana barou7 dary

I turned around and he said: laman akalmch etshofeny w tan6reny laman akhals kalamy! Ana ba3arf shsalftch elyom? Men yeetay men el jam3a wntay tabcheen! Re7tay el bait elqadeem w radaytay kelch dam! Fahmeeny sh9ayr!

Me: Taby t3arf sh9ayer? Walaht 3ala omy w okhoy! Hatha ely 9ayr! mn twafaw w enta mo ma36eny wayh kelsh! Ana mo ga3da agol enk emga9er wyay eb shay ! La enta 3a6aytny kelshay aby ela shay wa7ed! Ma 3a6aytny oboy ely kan eygoly la2, al7en kel ma aby shay tgol eh 3ashan ma a7n fog rask, 9ayer malek khilgy kilsh w taby t3arf laish ga3da abchy? Lana wa7da bel jam3a yatly w galatly ina faisal kan ey7bha! eh baba kan eyb7bha! w ey7bha mn kel galba ba3ad! kaan eydezlaha voice notes ba3ad! Tby tesma3?ka esma3!

And i played the voice note that i heard in my room, ely 3an my birthday.

A tear fell from my father's eye. I've never saw him cry before! Except in the funeral, other than that, he was stiff as a rock. 

Baba pulled me into a hug i couldn't stop crying

Me: baba walaht 3alayhom, may9eer chethy walah ta3abt, aby omy, aby faisal, khalas walah mara7 a2athey omy wala a3andha mara thanya, bas aby ashofha baba, aby alemha, aby abous ras'ha, aby faisal ey6afrny w ayee at7al6am 3ndk w 3nd mama, please baba abyhom walah abyhom

Baba: haman ana 7abebty haman ana, bas hathy ktbat allah, manegdar ngol shay, bas ed3elhom

I went to the washroom to wash my face, then came back to find only the guy sitting

Me: wain oboy?

Guy: 3amy 9a3ad fog, kan bybadel w bywadech el6beeb, bas geltla la2 3ashan 7ayl ta3ban fa ana bawadech

Me: la mashkor agdar aro7 wya elsayeg

Guy: ana gelt bawadech, yallah emshay

Me: uffff

Shlon oboy eykhaleny wya 9bay bro7na? Things are surely unanswered 

I walked outside and entered his black colored GMC. 

Guy: e7mm

i looked at him

Guy: my name is Zaid btw

His accent was really good, like he've lived in America for a few years

Me: ana 7e9a

Zaid: tesharafna

He extended his arm for hand shake then i showed him that my arm was full of cuts

Zaid: ba3arf intay shsawaytay eb ro7ch, laish za3lana

Me: please lat'thakerny, mara7 tefham

Zaid: emm 3ala ra7tch

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Okay so they wrapped both of my arms, they look like gloves since they only reached on my hand.

I got back to the car and Zaid said: haa al7en bedam ena khalasna taben ice cream?

Me: la mshkor

I really wasn't in the mood

Zaid: ma9adeg mataben bared? a7la shay beldnya

Me: haha laa maby mu meshtahya w ta3bana

Zaid: khalas okay al7en aredch el bayt:p

Me: okay

I got out of the car and said: mashkoor wayed

Zaid: shda3wa ma sawayt shay

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After i took a shower and wore my new fresh clothes i sat on my bed which had faisal's blanket<3

I put his ipod and camera on the charger so i would look at them by tomorrow

Maryam entered my room and sat on the side of my bed. 


Maryam: 3ndch wayed ashya lasm teshr7enha

Oh no, kelsh maly khulg

I didn't want to talk much so i just played on the voice note.

When it ended maryam's eyes widened and said: hatha mnu?

I looked at my lap, cause i knew the tears were coming back, i have to stop crying?

Maryam put her hand on my shoulder then said: faisal?

Me: eh

Maryam: 7abeeebty entay

She pulled me into a rib cracking hug

She made me feel better, after a while i said:

Mnu hatha ely ta7at wya baba? Shlon ey3arfa?

Maryam: hatha weld 3amch feras alah yr7ma, refej oboch, tathkerena?

Me: ehhh! laish wlda eb baitna?

Maryam: lana laman obo tewafa, oboch kan eloobo 7aga, kan ysawela kelshay lana ohwa an only child, w maskeen ahala kanaw met6algen laman kan 9gher w oma trekat'hom, kanat mo khoush wa7da, fa laman tewafa obo, ohwa ra7 w skan 3nd 3ama, bas 3ama rayal kber 7ayl, fa oboch ely raba, hatha kan refej okhoch ba3ad, shlon matathkerenaa? Al7en ohwa yeshteghel eb sharekat oboch

I placed my hand on my mouth, umbay 7aram:( 

Me: bas ohwa wyay bel jam3a

Maryam: eh akher sna jam3a, bas yshteghel ba3ad

Me: mashalah 3alayh

Maryam kept talking and talking, i was waiting for her to leave so i would read my mother's diary and listen to faisal.