I MISSSSSED YOU ALLL!!!!!!!! I AM BACK! inshalah i'll be posting more really soon! enjoy this post x
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I was laying in my bed, with absolutely nothing to do. My parents and mehsin traveled again for god knows what, my sisters would check up on me everyday. Lulu slept over yesterday but she left to her grandma's, but she's coming back after she's done. I got super bored so i went and started to walk around the house, as i approached to the living room i saw the drivers car key, i got surprised lana wala mara el mefta7 eykon dakhel el bayt, kela eykon wya james.
I took the keys and went downstairs w shaghalt elsayara, at first it was driving smoothly, until i reached the traffic light and the car wouldn't stop, i pushed my leg hard on the brakes but it had no use. I unfortunately didn't know that the car wasn't working, i instantly knew why the keys were in the house. I ended up crashing into the car in front of me, letting my head hit the steering wheel really hard. Last thing i knew, everything went black.
"dictooor tekfa 6ameny, feeha shay?"
"inshalah ngolek kel el tafa9eel awal matgoom"
i was hearing different voices, but i couldn't see anything, everything was plain black, i tried to open my eyes, but it hurt so much
without knowing, i slept for a couple of hours
I woke up to find Zaid sleeping by the coach which was in front of my bed. I looked around at the room, it was fully white. White walls, white coaches, white blinds, and white sheets. I knew i was in the hospital.
I realized what happened, suddenly tears were streaming down my cheeks
The sound of me crying woke zaid up.
He jumped from the coach and came next to me
Zaid: ushhh 7abeebty latabcheen
With that i cried even more, he's making it even more hard
I cried because i was scared, i cried because my body was killing me, i cried because i needed my parents, but i cried even more when he said 7abeebty
the fact that he loves another person is killllllllling me
Me: magdaar, kelmokan ey3awerny, 7ail khaifa wala mag-daa-r
Zaid: smela 3alaaych 7a9oona ta3awethay men elshay6an kaach mafech ela el3afia, bas al7een beye eykaalmch el 6abeeb lana lasm eygolch shay
Me: shnu
Zaid: al7en ohwa eyfahmch
Zaid called the doctor and sat beside me, he held my hand really tight, assuring me that he's here for me
The doctor was talking non stop, he was telling me about this surgery that i had to take
Once he mentioned the word surgery i felt as if my heart just sank in my tummy
I started to cry, this time i cried even more
Dr: 3an ithenkom
Me: la tukfa zaid maby asawy 3amalya allah eykhaleek
Zaid: 7abeebty lasm, bas latkhafen ana bakon wyach 6ol el wakt
Me: wala akhaf allah eykhaleek latkhaleny asaweha w oboy mo wyay, walah galby byogaf tekfa zaid
Zaid: smela 3ala galbch, ya bnt el 7alal geltlch ana ehny entay mo bro7ch, wala el 3athem ana ehny
I bursted out in tears, i was too scared
All of a sudden i felt someone hugging me and saying
: mayhoon 3alay ashoofch tabchen w askt, geltlch ana wyach, law shnu ey9eer mara7 ey2atheeech shay, waala a7ad bysawwelch shay 6ool ma ana 3aiesh, ana kent ghaby gabel cham sbo3 lana 3abaly kentay makh6ooba, w ma yeet w sa2altch etha elkalam 9a7, bas ana asf 7e9a, al7een ana mara7 akhaleech bro7ch, ana ehny, w ma7ad bykhaleny aro7, a7ebch
i didn't reply, i just hugged, him. Yet that was not an excuse for me to hug a man, but i really needed it.
The nurse interrupted us and took me to the operating room, just before i entered i felt that i had to tell zaid something, incase i couldn't live anymore, i had to tell him whats in my heart
I yelled: zaaid!
Zaid: halaa
Me: ana ba3ad a7ebk
You should've seen the look on his face, it was priceless
Zaid was the perfect kuwaity guy any girl could ask for, well what i would ask for:p
He was tanned, had a fit body, dimples, and short dark brown hair, he cares, doesn't play around like other kuwaiti boys (no offense)
The nurse inserted a needle in my hand, i was feeling really numb, a few minutes later, everything went black again.
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"waaaay gooomay 7e9oooo"
"7EEEE9AAAAAA"
"ya bent el 7alal khaleeha tawha msawya 3amalya"said another voice
"umbaaay int mo men9jk, ams emsawyat'ha, haman el dr gal el mafroth etgooom"
"khaleeha tertaaaaaa7"
"malekkk sheghel abeeha tgoom, aby aray7 galby"
I slowly started to move my fingers
Lulu gasped: umbaay zaid shooof kahy gamat!! Naaad el dr aw ay a7ad!!!!!
Zaid jumped from his seat and went to call the doctor, mean while lulu was jumping up and down from happiness.
I managed to open my eyes in a couple of seconds, at first i started to see people blurry, then my sight came back to normal.
I tried to speak, but words could not come out, it was just too hard.
Lulu: haa?
Me: maa
Lulu: haa?!
Me: maaaa
Lulu: HAA?!!
Me: maaaay maay aby maaay
Lulu: ohhh!!
She quickly got me some water, my throat was dry as the desert.
The doctor came in and gave me a long boring speech, the main point was that i was allowed to leave the hospital tomorrow, woho \o/
He left so it was just me lulu and zaid
Kel ma at'thakar eny geltla eny ana ba3ad a7ba wayhy ey9eeer a7mar, 7ade metfashla magdar a7a6 3ainy eb 3aina
Lulu was talking ALL the time, magderat etwagf
Me: inzain w khawaty laish ma zarony? w geltaw 7ag oboy?
Zaid: gelnalehom ench bel shalaih, w laaa mayadre 3amy, byrd men el sefar 3gb bacher inshalah fa makan la da3y enkhar3a
My face turned all shades of pink when he spoke
Lulu looked at me w kaan feha tha7ka
Lulu: uhh ana baro7 starbucks w barid, zaid khalek ehny wya 7e9a 3ashan matkoon broo7ha
La la la !!!!!!!! latroo7en!!
Zaid: enshalah
Lulu winked at me then left the room
I HATE HERRRRRR TFASHEL
I was trying my best to not look at him, so i pretended to watch tv
but that still didn't stop him to talk to me
Zaid: e7mm, 7e9a?
Me: hala?
Zaid: gabel maydakhlonch gherfat el 3amlyaat shnu gelteely?
Me: madre kent daykha fa akeed kharba6t bel 7achy
OH NO!!
Zaid: la laa makentay daykha
Me: ohh
Zaid: shda3wa laish matgoleeenha al7en ba3ad?
Me: shagool?
Zaid: tadren shetgolen
Me: la ma adre
Zaid: ench et7beeny
I didn't reply, i just stared into my lap
Zaid: 7a9ooon?
Waaay amoot kel maygoly 7a9ooon
I still didn't reply
Gam men mokana w ga3ad 3ala 6araf el sereeer, he placed his hand under my chin and raised my head so i could look at him
Zaid: wala el 3atheem a7bch, w adre ench et7beny, laish tankreen hal shay?
Me: lana maby asawy shay men wara thahar ahaly
Zaid: men galch ena ana aby asawy shay men wara thahar ahalch? 7asbaalch ana men hal ma9bna ely yel3boon bel bent?
Me: la laa shako
Zaid: anaa nawy adeg 3ala oboch 3gb mayrd men el sefar eb cham yoom, enshalah batqadamlch
faj2aaa ebtesamt 7ayl w gelt: 9ejj!!!!?
Zaid: la wtgoleen ench mat7beeny haaa
Me: ushhh bas
&my face turned pink again
Zaid: obooooooy ely yest7oon
Me: zaaaaid
Zaid: 3yonnaa
Me: baass:p
Zaid: laaaa
Me: may9eer wala law lulu tdesh
Zaid: 3ade w etha
Me: may9eer
Zaid: ambala ey9eeer
Me: zaid
Zaid: galba w rooo7a w kel ma feeh
Me: khalas pleaseeee!
Zaid: ufff khalas okay
I smiled and rested my head on the pillow
El7mdelaaa<3
The day passed and it was time for me to go back home.
El7mdela makaaan feny shay, gedart amshy, but i had to take my medications daily
I went home and just slept!! hoping that everything would go well with my father and zaid.
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