POST 27

2 weeks later

I've been losing so much hair

I really felt like i was dying, i really needed my mother.  A7tajha tougaf wyaay, a7taj ashoufha, a7taj alemha

One day at the hospital

I was sitting with lulu and james and bader

Kna ga3deen ensoulf w they were trying to cheer me up

Knt ga3da al3ab eb sha3ry, wla faj2a massive pieces of hair fell at once

3yuny shwaya wetdame3, lulu shafatny

2 mins later, i couldn't hold it any longer, bechayt men galb


Lulu went out of the room, with eyes full of tears, she took bader with her lana ubuy mayerthalaha te6la3 brou7ha

Knt ga3da abchy 7ayl

James was trying to keep me calm


My father kan mashghoul wayed lana kan rafe3 qathyaa 3ala the old hospital for giving me the wrong medicine


I mean like it won't make a difference, i still have cancer




I felt like my world was falling apart

Lulu came back an hour later

Awal masheft'ha en9damt


I gasped and yelled men galb: ENTAY SHSAWAYTAY???? MAYNOUUUNA??


Lulu: SHNU ELE SHEMSAWYA? ANA MAGDAR ASHOUFCH CHETHY W ASKT, ABEECH T3RFEEN ENA ANA WYACH LAMAN EL AKHEER!

She shaved all her hair

Me: bas shloun etgar3eeen? ana ma artha!!! your pretty long wavy hair? mu met7asfa?

Lulu: 3ade a9laan it looks hot, bad girl style

James maat men el the7k

Lulu: w a9lan ana mu mt7asfa, ana w my bestfriend emsawyn haba yedeeda, shoufay bacher kel lekuwait betgar3

Faj2a wela ubuy eydsh

Baba: Shnu hathaaa????entay shemsawya eb rasch??

Lulu: haircut, 7lw 3ame?

baba: w laysh etgar3een?

Luluu: 3ashan akun wyaa 7e9a, 7aly 7alhaaa

Baba lam lulu w gal: allah layfargkoum 3an ba3ath 7abeebty

An hour later, magedart at7amal el 3awar

I called the nurse

when she came i told her: please get me pain killers, i can't take this anymore

Nurse: right away

She gave me the pain killers, i slept immediately.

I woke up the next day


Awal ma fachayt 3ayny wla bedayt adam3

Not tears of sadness, but tears of joy

Me7sn, baba, james bader w lulu kelehum gare3aw ras'hum


I know betgouloun shda3wa madre shnu bas you don't know shkether it means to me

They make me feel ina im not alone in this world

Gemt men frashy, i barely could walk

Lamayt ubuy w kelehum

Me: allah lay ya7rmny menkum


The dr came in, his face was glowing

Dr: I HAVE GOOD NEWS!!!


Baba: what is it doctor?

Dr: we've managed to kill half of the cancer, you only need to do the surgery next week , and with 1 month of therapy, we might get rid of it 100%, this is a rare case, no one has ever killed cancer in only 2 weeks!

Me: IM GOING TO LIVEEE?

Dr: with a 90% chance!


Lulu: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Me: im sorry you guys had to shave your heads for nothing

James: gurrl you don't have to be, with this hair cut all the gurls will be fighting for me

Me7sn: a9laan ana wedy agar3 men zmaan

Lulu: eh a9lan sha3ry ma kan 7lw

Baba: eh walah wel shayb wayed ga3d ye6la3 b rasy

Bader: w ana umy 9arlaha mouda tabeeny ag9 sha3ry

I smiled, i have people who really loved me

Me7sn yaa 3ugub chan eygoouly: 7e9oo ana kalamt u5o fay, w inshalah men elyom w ray7 mategdar etgarb 9oubch

Me: mashkour, bas ana al7een khayfa men elee 6agny mu fay

Me7sn: ne6ray 3alay, ba6al3a ya3ny ba6al3a

Me: enshalah

2 months later