CHAPTER 28

I made this chapter extra long cause the last one was short, enjoyyy xx



2 months later


I finally went back to kuwait, school was only 2 weeks away

My hair now was growing, its now really short. Its not curly anymore, it became wavy, i lost the volume of my curls. It looked a little nice.It reached till the bottom of my ears. I'm scared that my new school would take the wrong idea of me from my hair. I didn't want to tell them that i had cancer, or about the accident, no one needed to know anything.


This wasn't really the summer of my life. Kel ma athkr ele 9ar agouul, how did i live? Wayed nas never cured cancer, magdar agoul ela el7amdella

I still had to take some medicine.

I forced baba to let bader go, i didn't need him anymore.

I told him that i wanted james to be my driver, awal ma ubuy gal 7ag james wla james eygoul: HAAAYL YEAAH (hell yeah)

Ubuy met6amen lana yadry etha shay 9ar james would defend me

El7amdella el7amdella ena sha3ry ey6oul ebsr3aa

I got another blackberry, el7amdella the pin msg guy still didn't send me anything, but i knew he's going to strike again

Baba called the school and told them that he wants me zayoun w lulu b one class

Maryam kanat emsawya estqbal kbeer eb baytna 7agy, kelsh a7s ina mala da3y, bas iihya itgol ina elnas yaboun eyta7amdounlch bel salama

I wasn't that energetic 7e9a anymore, kent kela mensad7a bel frash, maly khulg at7arak, maly khulg asawy shay

Lulu's hair reached till her shoulders, cause her hair started growing way before mine

I still had doctor appointments, i still had therapy's.

Your never really over with cancer

I just wanted to scream my lungs out.

I wasn't allowed to straighten my hair for a month, lana sha3ry kan yegdar ey6ee7 bsr3a.

It was my second day in kuwait, men yeet w ana al3ab wyaa bella.

I went and started to play with daisy(me7sn's dog)

I wasn't scared of her anymore, if it wasn't for hear, i'd be dead by now.

It was 4 pm

Calling baba

1 ring
2 rings
3 rings

"aloo"

Me: aloo hi baba

Baba: hala 7abeebty

Me:Baba 6alabtk tukfa latredny

Baba: 3a6aytch, yallah shnu tabeen

Me: baba aby arou7 azour mama w faisal

Baba: bas 7abebty kha6er, ma 2artha

Me: please, akheth james wyaay, yougaf yame 6oul el wakt

Baba: okay ana al7een akalm james w awa9efla wayn el mukan w agooula yougaf wyach 6oul el wagt 3asshan matg9en 3alayh

ifffff, ubuy wy3arfny

Me: enshalah baba

I closed the line, changed then got into the car.

Me: james did my father tell you where were going?

James: yeah, but what is that place, is it a mall?

Me: no it isn't

James: then what is it?

Me: grave yard

James 6aag brake qawy

Chan eylf wygoul: whaaat? why are you going to a grave yard? are you gonna burry me

Me: no you dummie, i'm going to visit my mother and brother

James: madam maryam and me7sn are at your grandma's

Me: no, and i told him about my mother and faisal

Me: james?????? are you crying? Why are you crying!! you never cry!

James: cause you remind me of myself, i lost my father when i was 15

Me: im sorry to hear that

James: you know what? your father told me to stay with you all the time, but im going to stand a bit far away so i can give you some privacy

Me: reallllllyy??????? thankyou james thankyou!!!

James: yeah really, you think i'm jokin'? your welcome baby gurl

A7b james a7ba!!!!


We9alna el magbbara, re7t 3end gaber umy w faisal

James kan waray, bas shwaya ba3ad

I started talking: Hallah mama, shlounch, adre 9arly mouda ma yeet w zertch bas shasawy, kent eb london, yannee marath el shayn, El7amdellah ta3alajt, w ga3da at7asan, mama 6afch esh9ar, law mu chalb me7sn chan ana al7en mayta, chena allah katb ena yeshtry hal chalb 3ashan ya7meeny, el7mdellah allah 7afathny

I talked and talked and talked, it took me 2 hours

Its like whenever i come here, i forget all of the pain in the world, its like its only me, faisal and my mother.


Surprisingly, i didn't cry this time.

I went to the car with a smile on my face.

For the first time i was happy while leaving them

Ne9 el 6reej wla james eygoul: you know, for such a small person, your really strong, you are my hero hessa

Me: awwwww, i love you jamyyy!

(james galy ana w lulu w zayoun ena ensamy jamy bedal james;p)
James: me moree!

Awal ma wesalt el bayt, re7t seeda dary, when i opened the door wla i saw zayoun w lulu standing, they were all dressed up, ready for the estqbal

Zayoooun erkethat w 3a6atny akbar lama bel dnya (cause she couldn't come to london, hathy awl mara etshoufny ba3d el mustashfa)

Zayoun was crying

Me: ya7mara latabcheen tara abchy wyach al7en

z: shasawy, wlaaht 3alaych 7ayl, mu m9adga ench jedamy

Me: wlahat 3alaych el 3afya, la 9adgay, w men elyoum w ray7 bag3ad 3ala galbch entay w lulu

Lulu: 7AYAACH!! GALBY ZAHEB!

Z: mu bas galby!! ekhethay kel ely feny ba3ad!!!

Me: shukran shukran (in a the7k way)

Me: shalbs:( kelsh mu wakta hal estqbal!

Lulu: emshaw eden ensawy our nails!

Zayoun: eh khal ensawy ombre nails! 7ad'hum 7lween!

Me: yallah, wait adeg 3ala james ey6al3 elsayara

Zayoun: uhwa sayegch elydeeed!?

Me: ehh! wanassa 9a7?

Z: w bader, w jerry?

me: bader ra7, w jerry sayeg el bayt, ya3ny etha rosy tabe trou7 eljam3ya, etha me7sn yabe eyrou7 mukan, etha ubuy yabe awrag, chethy, w hatha bas 7agyy:D:D

Lulu: allahuma 6awlch ya rou7!!!

Me: 7aram tara ga3d ey9er zayn wyaach

Lulu: okk, ana barkab yama w bashouf shysawy

Me: mayndara 3anch,

I wore my pink hollister sweat pants with a plain grey shirt. I wore my grey toms.

Lulu rekebat el sayara eb quwa w g3dat jdam yam james chan et9arekh: HI HI

James: ohh not you again

Lulu: you don't miss me jamyy?:(

James: I saw you 2 days ago, you got issues gurl

Lulu: whatever, jaamy where is the aux?

James: here

She took it w 7a6at eghnyat titanic "my heart will go on"

LOOL elkhebla ga3da tet3amad et6afra lana uhwa bas ey7b rap w violent songs=))


James: oh heeeeeell no! zizi come and get your butt to the front seat and put some nicki minaj!

Zayoun: right away!

Lulu: but im sitting here

James: yallah go back!

Lulu g3dat wara w zayoun g3dat wyaa james w ga3deen eyghanoun

We reached eden, got our nails done, then went back home

I wore my red Valentino Lace and silk-satin bubble dress ( you can find it ib net-a-porter.com)

i also wore my gold gina sandals lana magedart amshy eb juty mu mureee7


Knt ga3da yam maryam w yadety (om oboy)

Yadety bas ga3da w ta7md rabha eny 6ebt

7abeebty ksarat kha6ry

Fay w umha dashaw

Lulu 6arat 3yunha

Yaw salemaw 3alayna

Om fay: el7mdelllah 3ala salamtch 7abeeebty ( w mn hal kalam)

Om fay kanat wayed 6ayba, a7sn mn fay eb 2alf mara

Fay: umbay 7a9oona el 7amdellah 3ala elsalama, matadreen shkther ga3adt abchy, el7mdellah allah estajaab du3a2y w rdaytay a7san men awal

My face kan chethy X_O

Me: allah eysalmch

She gave me a half smile then meshat


Lulu zayn ma tekarfesat wehya yaya 3endy

Laman w9alat chan tgoul: umbay hathy men9ej'ha, tara al7een barou7 akfakh'ha, shyayebha hny??

Lulu kanat em3a9ba 7ayl

Me: madre, bas mara7 tegdar etsawely shay men elyoum w ray7


I knew that her games weren't over, i knew more things were going to happen



3ugub ma khalas el estqbaal  fahoud ya baytna


Me: FAHOOOUUUUUDDD!! walhaanaa 3alaayk ya7maaar!!

Fahad: ANA AKTHAAAR!! Tara bacher ba6al3ch w maby asma3 kelmat magdar

Me: laa fahad ta3bana

Fahad: khufay 3alayna yal 3ayouuuuz, mama hessa te6la3 akthar mench

Me: haha yallah ok, 3ayal wayn 7amoud

Fahad: ga3d yet3asha wyaa mama hessa bel srdaab

Me: emsh khal neg3ad wyahum

laman nezalna wla nesma3 a7ad eygoul

" bas mashkoura, wallah khalas, a9lan ana shba3t, mama 7e9a walah sheba3t!!"


Mama hessa: Shloun taby tekbar etha makalayt ya wlaydyy! yalah ekl 7abeeby

7amoud: ya 7abeebty, ya galby, mama 7e9a walah sheb3t

7amoud shafny chan yarketh wylmny

7amoud: EL7AMDELAAH 3ALSALAMAA!!!!!

Me: allah eysalmkk!

7amoud sa7abny 3nd mama 7e9a chan eygoul: mama 7e9a yalah waklay 7e9o ana khalast


Chan yn7ash

7maaar!

chan a9arkh: fahaad ta3aaal

Fahad tewahag

Mama 7e9a wakelatna laman entefakhnaa

I slept excited to go out with fahad the next day!








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