CHAPTER 26

 I woke up, i felt like i've slept for ages.

Sheft ubuy jedamy

I noticed ina ana mu b nafs el ghurfa ely knt feeha

Me: baba ana wayny?

Baba: 7abeebty e7na b london

Faj2a wlaa dam3a tanzl men 3ayn ubuy

Me: baba shfeek???? w shyabna london!!

Baba: mu m9adeg ench gemtay, 9arlch taqreeban sbou3 eb ghaybouba w e7na yeena london laana

Me: shnu??????????????? sbou3!!! w lana shnu?

Baba: anadeelch el dr yeshra7lch

He went and called the doctor

Doctor: hello hessa, im glad that you woke up, apparently your last hospital gave you the wrong medication, which made the cancer spread through your body.

I felt that my heart stopped, cancer? me? why!? shloun w meta 9ar feeny cancer? tawny ams knt ga3da ath7ak wyaa james w me7sn w lulu w zayoun, al7een feny cancer?

Me: you must be wrong, how can i have cancer?

Dr: the knife stabbed your liver which opened a lot of spaces inside, then with the wrong medication, it spread all around. But we can stop it with Chemotherapy.

Me: no! you can't help me! you always say that but you never really do! I'm going to loose all my hair, im going to suffer for months, but your not going to save me!

The dr didn't reply.

Baba: can you please leave me alone with my daughter for a few minutes?

Dr: sure

the dr left then baba said: 7abeebty enshalah bet6eeben, aku amal ench tet3alejayn

Me: la baba maku amal, ana bamout, methel ma mama w faisal mataw, ana maby ag3ad ehny! ana bakhsr kel sha3ry, baba ana aby umy, ana shsawayt 3ashan kel hatha ey9eer feny?

I started to cry, baba cried too then he said: ana madry laysh, bas bad things happen to good people, enshalah btet3alejayn! lasm tkhaleen eemanch eb allah qawy!

I can feel the cancer spread through my body, it kills me even more by the second, i feel like knifes are stabbing me everywhere, all i can say is el7mdella

After hours of thinking and being quite i broke the silence and said: baba baas ana wyak ehny?

Baba: laa, ana wyach w maryam w lulu w james w bader.

Me: lulu?? shyayb lulu london? wyaa umha wla wyana?

Baba: la wyana

Me: shloun umha rethat?

Baba: a9lan ehya ele galatly ena tabe tyeey, tgoul ena mategdar et'hedch ebrou7ch w ena entay ekhet'ha, w men youm ma darayna wehya bas ga3da tabchy

Me: waynha al7een?

Baba: uhma bel 6ereej yayeeen

about 10 mns later dashaw

Lulu awal ma shafatny rkethat w lamatny w bcht 7ayl chan tgol: please khalouna brou7na shway

they all left then lulu galat

: 7e9a, ana wyach bougaf 6oul el wagt w law tabeen rou7y ba36eech eyaha, entay mu bas refeeja, entay ekhty, walah ench ekhty, ana magdar ashoufch eb hal 7ala w askt, men youm darayt w ana mu gadra anam, ad3y ena allah eyshafeech, wyrdch a7san men awal, w el dr gal ena by Chemotherapy, you can fight cancer

Me: bas ra7 ey6eee7 kl sha3ry, mnu beyshoufny? mnu by7bny? w akherat'ha bamouut

Lulu: men galch??? wayed nas 9ar feehum w el7mdellah layl7een 3aysheen!! entay bas ed3ay rabch!

Me: yarab enk tashfeeny

bedayt abchy

James 6ag el bab w dash: i hope you feel better hessa, and im sorry lulu, i took the wrong thought of you, you have a huge heart and you didn't leave your best friend when she needed you the most, your a good person

Lulu gamat w ra7atla chan tgoul: shes my sister, i can't leave her, and thanku for your kind words...she gave him a hug then ra7

Lulu: 7e9a betsaween el Chemotherapy ya3ny betsaweeena!

Me: akhaaaf

Lulu: betmouten etha masawaytee! its your only way to survive!

I've decided to take the Chemotherapy

2 weeks later.........