CHAPTER 30

Previously:

As i was entering my father's number another person called me

Me: aloooo

: aloo elsalam 3alaykom

It was a voice of a man

Me: wa3alaykom elsalam

: 3endkom mercedes souda raqam elsayara ******

Hathy syarat oboy

Me: eh laish 

: 9a7eb elsayara sawa 7adeth, law sama7taw ta3alaw mustashfa el 3adan eb asra3 wagt

Before i could reply he closed it.


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I was waiting impatiently outside the ER,  with Nasser Layan Nouf &Ghala with me. Strangely no tear fell from my eye, not a single tear. They called my mother and Fahad and told them to come, but they didn't tell them the reason. Nasser came and picked me up since he was the closest one to us. 



My feet couldn't hold me any longer, i felt like i was going to faint. I had my back to the wall and slid into the floor, hugging my knees and burying my face in them. Its all my fault, im the blame. I shouldn't have told my father to come, i shouldn't have called him and made him faster.

Shnu kan ra7 ey9eeer feny law mare7t elshalayh? Walah shay
Shnu 9ar feny laman re7t? Oboy bayn el7ayat wel moooot

Nasser was no where in sight, he was with the doctors w loyat el mustashfa

Ghala was crying non stop, she loved my father so much

Nouf was trying to calm ghala down

Layan came and sat beside me

Layan: jawa 

Her voice was really shaky 

Me: hmmm

Layan: jawa laish sakta

Me: ya3ny shagol layan

Layan: madre jawa, ya3ny entay sakta, mu zain

Me: ya3ny shagol layan? Agool ena ana elsbab ena oboy chethy 9aar feh? Ena ana ely 7anayt 3alayh 3ashan eydoos? Ana shsawayt 7ag 3aylty? Ana kharaab 3alayhom! Bel madresa 3alamaty zeft! At3aqab kel yoom! Msawda wayhom! Bara el madresa bas aheeet! 9bay w kalamta men wara thaharhom! Kesart el thqa bayny w bayn ahaly! W al7een etha 9ar shay eb oboy ana elsebab! KELA MENY ANA!!!!!! KELA ANAA!! AL7EN 3ARAFTAY LAISH ANA SAKTA? LANA GALBY GA3ED YETGA6A3, KARHA NAFSY EB SHAKEL MA TEGDREN ETAKHAYLAYNA! ANA SHNU ELSHAY EL ZAIN ELY SAWAYTA? SHNU? WALAH SHAY! ABY OBOY, ABY AKALMA, ABY ALEMA, ABY AT2ASAF MENA, MABY HATHY TKON NEHAYTY WYA OBOY, MA ABY, WALLAH MA ABY, FA WAKHRAY 3AN WAYHY LANA MALY KHULGCH


Layan was speechless, she couldn't say a word. She gave me the biggest hug in the world, the one that makes you feel that every thing is going to be okay, but deep down i know it wont end up good.

Even though i was the biggest jerk in the world for telling her that last sentence, she didn't leave my side, she made me feel better, i just wish my father becomes better

Moments later my mother came with fahad

As soon as she found out she fainted, magderat tet7amal khabar chethy, they took her into a room and let'd her rest, the doctors told us ina el7mdela ma feha shay


3 hours later the doctor came out of the room, with a depressed face 

Fahad: basher dr! 3asa ma feh shay

Dr: wallah madre shagolkom, 7alta kha6ra 7ayl lana rasa 6ag el steering wheel 7ayl, w men hal shay khala eydsh eb ghaybooba, e7na el7mdela gedarna nwagef el nazeeef ely kan bel mukh, w 7alta al7een mustaqra, bas abeekom tkonon jahzeen 7ag ay shay lana mayegdar yet7amal wayed, how ever, he still has a broken leg and stitches all over his face, w laman eygoom mara7 eykon eb wa3ya 3adel, ohwa al7een mayegdar ey7s feekom walah entaw tegdron t7son feh, ana bas ely agdar agoula ena tad3onla eygom bel salama

Fahad: dr ent shetgool! shnu ghayboooba? Ya3ny meta bygoom!

Dr: hatha elshay magdar agoula lekom, ymkn youm ymkn sbou3 ymkn shahar ymkn sena! Bas enshaalah laman eyggom matkon 3enda side effects! aghlaab el martha ely eb 7alta eykon 3endhom hal effects hathy. Hatha elshay manadry 3ana, 3umooman ohwa beykon bel 3naya el murakaza, ana afathel ena et7awloona 7ag mustashfa thany, bas mategdron etsafron kharej el dawla lana 7alta matesma7la


Fahad grabbed my arm and took me outside of the hospital

Leaving Layan Ghala, Nouf and Nasser with my mother, not knowing what to do.

Fahad: jawa

I still didn't cry, i was still standing strong

Me: hmm

Fahad: jawa abech et3arfen ena etha ay shay 9ar eb oboy, hatha shay allah katba, w e7na mangdar ngoool shay, w etha allah ma ketab 7ag oboy ena ey3eesh lasem netqabal el wath3, lasem tad3eenla, latkhafen, everything is going to be fine enshalah

Me: ana elsbab

Fahad: Sbab? sebab shnu?

Me: ana elsebab ena oboy 9ar feh chethy, kela meny ana baba al7een mo wyana, ana ely geltla baba dooos naby nrooo7, kela meny fahad, kela meny baba ygdar eymoot

At that moment i realized what was happening, at that moment i realized that my father was in a coma. And at that moment my tears betrayed me and started falling uncontrollably on my cheeks. At that moment fahad held my face letting me look at his face.

Fahad: ma abeeech tgoleen hal 7achy mara thanya! Entay mu el sbab! Hatha shay allah katba! Staghferay rabch! May9eer tgoolen chethy! W en sma3tch gayla chethy yawaylch, latgoolen entay el sbab, lana entay malech shughul bely 9ar!

He opened his arms and hugged me really hard, i cried and cried and cried. 


Me: fahad aby babaaaaa *sniff* wallah maby shay bas abeh ohwa, aby obooy magdar a3eesh bedona, uhwa etha safar sbo3ayn amoot men el walah 3alayh, al7een etha 9ar feh shay ana shbasawy? *sniff* magdar wallah ma agder

We stayed 20 minutes then went back inside

We entered my mother's room and saw her laying in the bed with ghala beside her, ghala was hugging her while she was sleeping, yes ghala was my sister and ma test7y men omy lana methel omha

Nasser was talking on the phone while layan was sleeping on the chair and nouf was in the bathroom

Faj2a Nasser ey9arkh bel telephone which made layan wake up from her sleep and nouf came out of the bathroom 

Me: layan ghala w nouf may9eer teg3don ehny, al7en akeed ahalkom ga3den eydawronkom

Ghala: men9jch, mara7 aro7, law et'telony men sha3ry many ray7a

Layan: walah ana mara7 arou7, e7na lasem nougaf wyach laman te7tajayna

Nouf: eh wallah! mara7 nrou7

Fahad: kelkom betro7on w jawa weyakom ba3ad

I turned to him: na3am? la mara7 arou7!

Fahad: jawa sem3ay elkalam, betro7en al7en wya nasser, ohwa beywadekom elbayt

Me: la2 fahad

Fahad: Jawa. sem3ay. elkalam.  rou7ay elbayt w ta3alay bacher el9ob7

He was dead serious

Layan: khala9 jawa, reday bacher el9ob7, elwathe3 ma yesma7

Ghala: eh jawa

Fahad: w entaw namaw eb baytna, latkhalon jawa brou7ha

Nouf: eh akeed! mara7 nkhaleha! 

We got to nassers car, i sat in the front seat lana kelhom yest7oon.

The whole car ride was silent, no one was talking

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I woke up the following day, all the girls were sleeping so i checked the clock

7:03

I took a shower to get my thoughts clear, then went to the car so i can get to the hospital. 
I had my hair held up in high ponytail.

Me: raj quickly go to hospital, the one beside shalaih

Raj: no yesterday night baba fahad call me, we go salam now, baba and mama there

Me: okay bas quickly raj




In exactly 10 minutes we reached


I went to the reception since i didn't know where the room was

Me: excuse me where is jassim alx's room? 

Receptionist: im sorry, i cant tell you

Me: cant tell me? laish enshalah?

Receptionist: hospital rules

Me: i dont care about your stupid rules, what is the room number?

Receptionist: sorry ma'am, if you have a problem you can talk to the manager

I said in a raised voice: what do you mean if? I DO have a problem, tell me the room number now, i want to see my father

Receptionist: wait i'll call the dr

i had to wait for 15 minutes till el estath el dr eysharf:):):):) 7aqaraa

lama ya el dr 6ala3 nafsa mal ely ams!

Dr: ohhh hallah! entay benta 9a7!?

Me: eh! 

Dr: ta3alay ma3ay, your lucky yeetay 3al waqt, we now allow visitors

Me: ashwa!

He took me to where my father was

I saw my father through a glassed door, his chest was revealed and it had tons of wires connected to it. His head was wrapped in a bandage, and his leg was casted. He had a "kamam" on his mouth

Dr: yallah tben etdshen?

Me: uhh la7tha, dr etha tekalamt yesma3ny?

Dr: ymkn, wayed nas kanw ytkalmon w 6la3aw ysm3oon

Me: waaay inshalah ysma3

Dr: inshaalah

Me: wain omy o okhoy?

Dr: naymeen, bel door el 12

Me: oh okay

Dr: yallah deshay

Me: yalaah

I entered the room all by myself, i grabbed a chair and sat beside my father


Me: baba madre etha tesma3ny aw laa bas 7ade walhana 3alayk, baba ana asfa 7ayl wallah 7ayl asfa, maby shay mn hal denya klaha ela enk tkon wyaay, wallah ana ma aswa ay shay men dooounk, please baba etha tesma3ny abeek t3arf eny walhana 3alayk w ena a7bk wayed

I grabbed his hand

:baba ana ghala6t wayed, bas akbar ghal6a ehya eny a9arayt 3alayk ena etdous, wallah 9ej baba matadre shkether ana nadmana, matadre shkether ana asfa, ad3e 6oul elyom ena tkon a7san

Then bedayt asoulf weya

Me: umbaay baba ana madre laish bas ma geltlk! 7ayl estanast men frusya! wallah wayed wanasa! bas madre laish wegaft arou7 3ogoub ma sheft 3abdullah w geltla ena were over (he cant hear me, i guess) 7ayl wedy aru7! 3ad ams el9ob7 dagayt w gelt ena brou7 on sunday, ely ohwa bacher, enshalah enshalah 3ogob ma akhal9 ra7 ayee 3endk w agoulk shnu 9ar! ana mawedy arou7 walah mukan eb 9ara7a bas ena ya3ny madre shlon, ya3ny enta kan wedk ena at3alam, fa ana al7een basawy kel ely geltly 3ana! muneera matadre ena enta ehny, kel ma etdg engoolaha enk b a meeting aw tetsaba7, takhayal dagat ams 7 marat, bas fahad gal mangoulaha lana ehya betrd elsbou3 elyay w mayabe eykharb 3alayha shahar el3asal malha, 3ad dazatly 9warha ehya w m7amad, walah eyshawgon


I kept on talking and talking and talking

before i even knew it, it became 11 

I went to my mother's room, el7mdela 7alat'ha kanat wayed a7san elyom

Wa9atny ana w fahad ena mangol 7ag muneera w manaktb shay eb twitter aw ay shay 3ashan mankhar3ha

6ab3an my mother forced me to go to school, i had no choice, makent aby a7n lana kanat nafseyat'ha wayed ta3bana, fa bas gelt okay w ga3adt lay belayl

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I walked into our school with a yellow face, my eye lids were black, indicating that i haven't had much sleep in the past 2 days, aahhhh first period with mr smith, kelsh maly khulg at'hawash weya, 9arly 3 weeks ag3ad sakta eb his class, not quiet as in polite, quiet as in depressed w maly khulg, kela mn salfat abdullah

I went to the back seat and rested my head on the wall


during the middle of his explanation he said: jawa please may you step outside

Me: why?

Mr Smith: just go

I stood outside waiting for him


Mr S: jawa whats wrong? i've been noticing you for the past couple of weeks, your not the same, your not that energetic jawa anymore, you dont bug me in class, you dont argue, and today you look even more tired, tell me what wrong 

Me: nothing mr im just tired

Mr S: no, you cant be tired for three weeks. now tell me

Me: mr theres just a few problems at home

Mr S: whats wrong? 

Me: nothing mr

Mr S: im going to have to call your father if you dont tell me

I looked at the ground and said: you cant

Mr S: why?

Me: you just can't

tears failed me again, one tear fell after the other

Mr Smith: if you dont tell me now then im going to call the principle

Me: no no dont, my father had an accident and now he's in a coma, are you happy that you know? Did you feel happy now?

Mr S: im so sorry, i really didn't know

Me: its okay

i went to the bathroom to wash my face

i checked my phone, 3 text messages 

99****** (Abdullah):
-jawa tawny daarayt 3an 3ame, matshofoon shar enshalah
-etha tabeen ay shay tara im here, w as a brother

and the last message killed me

-i really hope your doing fine, i really miss you, madre laish were over bas adre that you have your reasons, tc

CHAPTER 29

Me: ohh wanasa:p mnu?

Waleed: Abdullah Al X

NO WAYY!!! WOHOOOO! bas etha the unknown number daraw barou7 feha

Me: ohh

Waleed: Madre etha t3arfeena, ohwa refeeeejy ana w nassor, w umm yerankom belshalaih

LOL ma3arfa? Clearly inta matadre 3an shay

Me: laa a3arfa

Waleed's voice got more serious: Shlon?

Me: uhh yaw baytna ohwa w 3aylta mara w kela ashofa belshalaih w kela 3nd fahad belduwanya


Waleed: aha, wakhray 3ana jawa

Me: na3am? ma3aalayk ana shaasawy b 7ayaty w mnu adakhel w a6al3 eb 7ayaty

Waleed: bas ga3d agoolch 

Me: okay, khala9t mn kalamk?

Waleed: eh

I got on top of my horse, way3 way3 eybu6 elchabd mnu ohwa

Abdullah was walking towards us with his horse, it was really white!

I swear everytime i see him i get shivers, i get this feeling that goes from the top of my head till the bottom of my feet, then goes right back up! I love him walah shay 3alayh, he's the best thing that ever happened to me, he was wearing a navy polo shirt, while i wore a pink one. 

Zayoona: abooooodyy!

6a3 hathyy=))

Abdullah: zayooona! shloooonch

Z; zaaaina, abdullah take me to ja3mya

Abdullah: shnu

Z: ja3mya

Abdullah: loooool its jam3ya not ja3mya, and khala9 okay, i'll take you

Waleed went inside the office to get some papers

Abdullah was walking towards me when my phone buzzed, i check it wela a message from the unknown number
:change of plans, end it with abdullah now since he's infront of you, and if you dont wallah i'll send the picture to fahad and kel your school. Your choice. 


Tears were recklessly falling from my eyes, i couldn't control them 

Abdullah: shfeeech????

no answer

Abdullah: 7abeeebty jawa shfeech? mnu mthaygch aw mza3lch? laish tabchen tara etha bechaytay wala 3ade abchy warach

YOUR NOT HELPING ME HERE ABDULLAH

Me: abdullah

Abdullah: amray

Me: im sorry bas were over

Abdullah's face chena a7ad ma36y box

I grabbed zayoona by her arm and dragged her to the car.

When i got into the car i bursted to even more tears, laish yaraby laish!!!!!

Abdullah was calling me and i was closing it

BBM: 

Abdullah Al X:
-Jawa
-PING!!!
-Jawa akeed feech shay, laish meny wl6reej tgolen were over
- ana asf etha za3altch aw thayagtch eb shay
-please dont end this, dont end us
- jawa ana a7bch, t3arfen shnu ya3ny a7ebch???
-JAWA!!!!

I shut my phone off, i couldn't take this any more.





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3 WEEKS LATER-MUNEERA'S WEDDDING


Today is finally muneera's wedding! Masheft omy men 2 days, 7ad'ha eb looya w 3afsa, kelshway ray7a el ballroom etshoof el wath3, wela ray7a 3end el caterers etshof etha the menu is set, wla daga et2aked wya el wedding planner.

I went to the salon with ghala, we were getting ready lana mama galat ena lasem enkon eb the ball room labsen w jahzeen by 6! 

Forgetting about Abdullah was not easy, i still miss him, more than you think and seeing his car parked out side of our house was really hard( he came for Fahad)


Mare7t elshalayh men that day lana it all reminded me of him. It just hurts too much, he still sent me text messages till today, he never stopped, he asked me how i was and was telling me to take care of myself, but i didn't reply to neither of his messages. My family noticed that something was wrong. I wasn't that cheerful Jawa anymore, i felt like my life had no meaning now, i wanted Abdullah, i needed Abdullah. I don't know what the person who sent me those messages would gain after he/she did this. I don't know how they can black mail a person, how they can ruin a persons life, how they can break someones love.

But i knew, that i would love Abdullah forever, i knew i couldn't forget him, i knew i wouldn't forget our moments, our laughs, our fights, our love. I knew that i am going to cherish his love in me, i know that he knows that i didn't leave him because i didn't love him, i knew that he knows that i still love him, and the best part was, i knew that he loved me with all his heart. 


Even though i didn't see him for 3 weeks, i still remember every detail of his face, i still remember his smile, i close my eyes and imagine that he's here, right beside me.

I wish i could go and atleast explain to him, but i can't. Its too late.
The girls (ghala layan nouf) asked me hundreds of questions on why i left him
I couldn't tell them the truth, i couldn't, i just couldn't.
Only misho knew, he was there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on



Anyways

After i was done with my hair and nails i went back home to wear my dress and wait for the lady to come and apply make up on my face! 

I was wearing a black dress with tartar, it had a weird style
Unique, yet classy
I had red lipstick on:) I looked older than my age bass shasawy eb omy

After we were done we were off to AlRaya's ballroom

I wasn't really in a "party mood" but i had to fake a smile, i had to be happy, this was muneera's night.

At around 8:30 more people were coming, my cheeks started to hurt men kether ma salamt 3ala nas

Layan whispering: ohhh ohh shofaw hathy om flan el flany

Ghala: umbaay ohwa wayed a7la men oma

Nouf: eh bas khashemha ehya a7la

I rolled my eyes and said: haaay entaw yayeen tntaqdon el awadm wla yayen testanson

Layan: nstans

Aswa2 shay ena ana ma36eeny the walkie talkie mal el dj 3ashan agola what songs ey7a6, reely 6a7at kelshway em6arsheny, w etha yeet wa7da men 3amaty aw khalaty tamskny w tqa9bny arge9 wyaha

At around 10 my mother told me to go upstairs to check on muneera and to tell her that its time for her to come down.

I got into the elevator and went to the 7th floor, where her room was

I knocked on the door and got in

Muneera was sitting in a chair facing the mirror in her wedding dress, she looked more than beautiful, she looked like a princess. 

Noura (ekhet misho) was sitting beside her

and haya(ekhet abdullah) was fixing muneera's dress men wara

Me: manoura yallah its time

Manoura: umbay umbay, sha3ry zain, wayhy? mikyajy? shlon shakel my dress? zain 3ala jesmy?umbay 7ade khayfa umbaaaay!!!!!

I giggled: loool manoura t'hableeen!!! yallah mama m3a9ba lasem tanzleen

Muneera: besmelaaah

She stood and we all helped her get in the elevator, zayooona was gonna hold her dress mn wara laman etdesh the ball room laman tou9al el koooosha

Zayona was wearing a wide dress, etshawg chenha a mini bride

Me haya and noura entered the ballroom gabel muneeera

The dj announced that the bride was entering so all the ladies cleared the dance floor.

As soon ma muneera dashat el7aremm bedaw eyabeboonlaha w umy dama3at 3ainha

Ana magedart at7amal

6ela3t bara w bedayt abchy, not tears of sadness, tears of joy

My sister got married, my best friend, my life

Things are just not going to be the same

Mukanha kbeeer wayed

I wiped my tears and went back inside

At around 11 my mother told me to go and see where the men are and tell them to enter etha ohma bara lana kel el 7areem lbesaw 3abayt'hom w 7jabhom

The mens wedding was the ball room beside us  

I opened the door and stood in the hallway and bbmed Fahad to see where he was

: a6la3 men el 3ers w ayeek elduwaniya, eh enshalah, 3a6ny sa3a wakoon 3endk, yallah bye

I know that voice, i looked up and wished that i didn't look, my heart almost stopped.

It was Abdullah.

We made eye contact, you can see the sadness in our faces

I swear 5 seconds were like 5 hours 

I dont know why, but i just smiled, i felt numb, i didn't know how to feel

Abdullah: jaw-

He got cut off by Fahad: Ha jawa yala ydshon elryayel wla still?

Me: haa eh yalllah 


I went back inside, the girls noticed my face changed, but i just told them that nothing happened, that i was perfectly fine.

Moments later the men came in, Mohammad (rayel muneera) was so happy, his eyes were glowing, My father fahad misho 3ame (obo nasser) both grandfathers nasser faris and other uncles kelehom dashaw, also men 6araf elm3rs bas ma a3arf mnu ohma accept Ahmed, lana he was in my class and my friend w obo m7amad.

A7la shay ena misho dash weyahom,awal shay misho gal la mayabe eydsh, bas my father insisted and told him that he was his father, w ena muneera is his sister w lasem eyeeeee.
Eyshawggg labes deshdashaa w qetra:(


We took tons of pictures, then all of the men left, including my father. Except for the groom.He was sitting beside muneera, they looked really cute together. Eylooooggon 7ag ba3ath, i saw him whispering something in her ear, then she blushed 3ala 6ool.

I laughed and was soo happy for my sister, she deserves to be happy, she deserves a man like Mohammad.

I started imagining if this was my life, if i was muneera and abdullah was mohammad, i remember my previous chats with abdullah, they were all about marriage and how it would be and how we would look

I was staring at them, bdon ma astaw3b a tear fell from my eye, ghala held me by my arm and took me outside

We were standing outside in the hallway, no one was there

Ghala: jawa, tara we all lose people in life, maybe losing a person helps you find an even better person, ana adre laish a tear fell from your eye back inside, mu 3ashan mestansa walah 3ashan za3lana, 3ashan you miss someone

Me: ghalaaa*sniff* walah matadren shkether it hurts *sniff* matadren shkether i miss him, matadren ghala matadren

She hugged me really tight and assured me that everything was going to be alright

We went back inside and enjoyed the rest of the evening, when it was around 3 everyone was gone, except me and my parents, fahad, ahmed and mohammad's family.

We were waiting for Muneera and mohammad to come down, they were going to the airport right now 


After 20 minutes or so they came, dressed and prepared

Omy bechat 6ab3an w wa9aat m7amad 3ala muneera wayed, w galat 7ag muneera cham shay bas ma gdart asma3

Mama: jawa matabeen etgolen shay?

Me: ambala

I walked closer to Mohammad and told him: tro7on wtrdon belsalama, please deerbalk 3ala ekhty, walah ana ma3ndy ghayrha, w tara ehya t7b tetsawag wayed faa allah ey3eenk:p w etha kanat mesta3sra yeeblaha 7alaw ely 3ala heart, walah tmmoooot 3alayh,w shnu ba3ad...umm ehh have funnn!!!

Mohammad: hahah inshalah latwa9een 7areeee9, thanks for the advice!

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I was in the shalaih with the girls, omy ma yat o fahad kan bel mazra3a, faaa lasem an adult wyaana since mangdar inkon ebro7na blshalaih fa kena na6reen oboy eyee 3ashan negdar ne6la3 bara elshalaih

It was 6 pm

Me: aalooooo baba wainkkkkkkk

Baba: 7abeebty kany bel6reej

Me: okay yallah lana 7adna youwa3a

Baba: enshalah 20 minutes wakon 3ndkom, wain btro7on? 

Me: chocolate and macaroon, teye wyana?

Baba: la 3alaykom bel 3afya, yallah shway o o9al

Me: okay bye

I loved my father! He would spend his weekend just in the shalaih so me and my friends would have fun, 7atan his friends mo ehny, byg3ad bro7a! Wallah a7baaaa:( mako a7ad methla!!!

40 minutes passed and my father didn't show up

Layan: mo ma3qoola ey6awel hal kether

Me: ehh, ummm nan6r shway akeed bel lafa aw garab

another 20 minutes passed

Ghala: jawa degay 3ala 3ame akhaf 9ar shay

Nouf: fal allah walah falch! enshalah mako ela el3afya!

Me: waaay inshalah ma feh shay

As i was entering my father's number another person called me

Me: aloooo

: aloo elsalam 3alaykom

It was a voice of a man

Me: wa3alaykom elsalam

: 3endkom mercedes souda raqam elsayara ******

Hathy syarat oboy

Me: eh laish 

: 9a7eb elsayara sawa 7adeth, law sama7taw ta3alaw mustashfa el 3adan eb asra3 wagt

Before i could reply he closed it.

CHAPTER 28

I am officially BACCCKKKK :D:D:D:D:D

So here's the post, i hope you enjoy it!!

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When me and ghala got home we saw muneera &mama.

They were tired! 6ool elyom ga3deeen yshtaghloon 7ag el3ers, they decided mako melcha, bas 3ers w eysafroon 3ala 6oool. It was exactly 3 weeks from today.

Mama: haaa ghalooya btnamen 3ndna elyom

Ghala: ahah eh khalty

Muneera: 3ad laman ghala matnam 3ndna akthar mn martayn bel esbo3 a7s ena feeh shay, ta3awadna 3alaaych

Mama: eh hathy ghala, shaikhaat elbanat, ehya bnty el thaltha

Ghala: waay khalty bas tara ast7y

then she jumped and hugged my mother..LOL

Mama: haa jawa shlon elfroosya, 3jbch aw la2?

Me: eh wayed wanasa, sh3oor 3ajeeb

Mama: zaain ashwaa, 3endy lech khoush khbar

Me: shnu? :D

Mama: zayooona betye etnam 3ndna 7ag sbou3ayn lana 3amch w murta bysafron, w maygdroon eykhaloonha broo7ha wya Nasser w Faris

Me: ayshay, wanasa, bas wayed bykooon loyaa zayoona kla t7ooos

Mama: bl3aks btsawy jaw bel bayyt

If i didn't tell you, Faris and Nasser 3endhom ekht 9gheera esmha alzain, she's 3 turning 4 in a month or two, im not sure:p 7AD'HA SHAY6ANA!!! Ehya samra, and she has wavy hair that reaches till her shoulder, she has one dimple on her left cheek and she's really really really chubby, oh and she goes to my school:) Bas she's in KG1. She loves everything with the color pink, she's the kind of girl ely t7b princess w madre shnu:p w sometimes elsanha 6weeel

Me: meta betye?

Mama: bacher inshalah, ay mokan trooo7enla takhethenha wyaach lana ana mashghola wya muneeera, haman 6al3atch ok?

Me: okaaaay

nothing really happened today, like most sleepovers with ghaloo

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I was having lunch with my family until 

: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHERE ARE YOU

Fahad almost chocked on his drink

Zayouna arrived, let the loooya begin:)

Mama: come up zayoona

Moments later she came

Baba: haaa zayooona shloonch

Z: zaina, uncle jassim i want to bring all my barbies here but Faris said no!

Baba: bas your barbies! khala9 al7eeen akhaly raj eyeebhom

Zayoona had a look on her face like she just won a million dollars

Z was jumping up and down non stop

Mama: yallah ge3day w taghaday

Fahad: shnu tabeen takleen

Z: nuggets

Mama: la nuggets 7ag dinner, al7een taben 3aish wla pasta wla shnu

Z: waaaaaaaaay intaw your food mo 7lo, i want nuggets

7achy zayoon mkasar 3araby 3ala english, fa 6awfaw el badlyat :p

Baba: Sawooolaha nuggets

Mama told rosy to make lunch for zayoona 

I went to my room to get my phone

I had one whatsapp from the unknown number and a bbm, i opened the whatsapp first 

: 5 days. Time is running, tick tock, time to break up with 3aboudi

UFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I decided to end this now, i was going to tell abdullah that we were "over" until i opened the bbm

Abdullah Al X:

-Law tadreeeen shkether a7bch, intay awal bnaya akalmha b 7ayaty, w btkooonen akher wa7da, i cant wait till your mine, the day we get married. <3

Uffff i love him, i dont want to end this, and i dont want to tell him about the unknown number. He just made this 100 times harder.

Jawa:

-Ana aktaaaar, 7atan ana<3

I dont know what to do:(

I left my phone on my bed and went to the living room. The weather was getting pretty cold.

I saw zayouna playing in her ipad and fahad beside her talking on the phone

Fahad: ehh, thalath marat!! w taby etkaml? eh zain ashwa, yallah nshofk 3ala khair

Fahad: eygooloon 6ay7a mn el79aan thalath marat 

Me: eh, bas walah wanasa, w laish 7a6aytny wya refeejk?

Fahad: a7san 3ala el aqal a3arf mnu mudarbch, tera khoush wa7d waleed ma3nda swalf, san3 w ynshad feh elthahar

Wow:) 7abeeeby fahad enta 3aysh eb ay 3alam? Waleed khoush wa7d w san3? 3ogob ely sawa eb layan?:) 3ogob ma he blackmailed me and forced me to act as if i was his gf:) 

Me: aha

Zayoona: mickey mouse club house

Me: ha?

Zayoona: I WANT MICKEY MOUSE CLUB HOUSE!!!!!

Fahad: waaayh hathy de3laaa, zayoona tro7en eljam3ya?

Z: ehhh (with huge puppy eyes)

Me: haaaay w ana!?

Z: entay ta3alay ba3ad! Fahad take us to 360 aby aroo7 ilgames

Fahad: 7abeebty magdar arou7 360 elyom, khala9 akhaly jawa twadeech 3ogob manro7 eljam3ya

Me: na3am?

Fahad: eh sma3teeny, waday alzain 360 w ta3ashaw

Me: magdar at7amalhaa! lasm 3ala el aqal wyaay a nanny

Fahad: mn9jch? shd3wa! elyoom byoony nas belayl fa kel elkhadam mashghoolen, ekhethy rab3ch wyach etha taben

Me: waay okay

I called the girls and misho, their all coming:D:D

I quickly took a shower 3ala ma fahad eywade el princess zayoon eljam3ya

After that i got dressed into my gold with black top, and jeans.

While zayooona wore

and had her hair up into 2 pony tails, kalbaaaa teshawg!

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I was walking to b+f with layan, ghala &zayoona while misho and nouf went and got ice cream

Wela Abdullah, waleed, msa3ad and another guy were walking infront of us

Abdullah looked better than ever, he was wearing a red a&f hoodie with a beige shorts, weird lol, labs shetwy mn fog w 9ayfy mn ta7at:p

Fajaaa zayooona tarkethlehom wt9arekh: HALLAH BELSHABAB!

:O:O:O:O

Abdullah: ZAAYOONA!

huh?

ana w layan w ghala 3yoona 6arat

Me: uhh yallah zayooona ta3alay were going

Z: waaay wait jawa aby ag3ad wya nunu's friends bas without hatha (pointing at waleed)

Layan: haw haw mnu nunu ba3ad?!

Z: ufff nasssooory okhoy is nunuuu

Waleed: w laish bdooony anaa?

Z: ma7bkkk wai3

and she sticked her tongue out at him

Me: la zayoona 3aib!

Z: waaaay uffffff

Abdullah gave me a killer smile, letting his dimples show even more, i felt chills run over my body, ahhhhhhhhh:c

Msa3ad: layan shlonch

Layan: zaina

Ghala: w laish mats2al ana shlonny haa? bas layanoooooo haa?;)

Msa3ad: chub entay shlonch

Ghala: mneeeee7a

I was standing there looking shy as ever, madree laish!

Me: yallahh byee

The rest: bye

We had our dinner then i went back home with ghala and misho:D

Zayoona slept so they took her to my room

Misho, ghala &I stayed in the garden and played with Victoria

Misho: so jawa sh9ar 3ala elraqam?

I looked at him with eyes full of anger, ya7maaar ghala is here!!

Ghala: ay number

Me: eh misho. ay. number. 

:):):):):):):) BATHBA7A

Misho: uhhh elraqam shfech entay, geltlch aby aghayr raqmy w entay geltay bt6al3eenly wa7d 7lu

Ghala: la laa ana a3arf wa7d eybee3 arqam sahla

Ashwa 9adegaat ghala, el7mdela enha 9ayda:p

but i really feel bad for not telling her, shes a really important person in my life, lasm et3arf, bas the person said that he would find out. ufffffff f you for ruining my life! 

I finished menhoom w re7t dary, i laid in my bed and checked my phone



Abdullah Al X: 

-Im the luckiest guy in the world

Jawa:
-lol why:p?

Abdullah Al X: 
-I have a girl like you

laish abdullah laish:( why are you making this harder for me, i really love you, ahhh:(

Jawa:
-I'm the lucky one wallah!

Abdullah Al X:
-matadreeen shkether estanast laman shftech! yallah 3 more years:D

Jawa:
-3ala shnu?:D

Abdullah Al X: 
-khe6batna<3

I almost wanted to cry when he said that, its really cool how you can fake emotions behind a screen, i replied as if i was the happiest girl, when really, i was a really sad one which is forced to leave the person that she loves the most, over a life-less jerk who is black mailing her, life isn't fair, you have ups and downs, all i can say is el7mdella, bas i dont want to end it, i dont want to end abdullah, i dont want to leave him, i know this sounds crazy, bas i cant live without him, i cant go a day without talking to him, i cant go a week without talking to him on the phone, pretty much i cant imagine my life without him. The best thing about him ena magal 7ag walah a7ad 3any ela msa3ad which was like a brother to him, unlike me, gelt 7ag ghala misho w layan w nouf:) I was a jerk, but he knew that they knew and he was happy about it, and he refused to tell anyone lana eykhaf 3ala sm3ty. 

Jawa:
-enshalah<3

I spent the rest of the night talking to him


<3

The following day passed by really slow, after lunch, tutor, and piano, i was finally on the way to horse back riding, i was really excited! No, not because of waleed being my trainer, but because i had a really strange feeling when i got on top of the horse, it made me feel like i'm in a totally different world, a world away from my problems, stress, and over-thinking of pretty much everything. And I loved that feeling.


Zayoona was with me, allah ey3eeny 3alayha broo7ha mat7b waleed


I finally reached KRC.

I was walking to the stables while alzain was nagging because she hated the smell here.

I let waleed hold zayoona while i went and picked a horse to ride, and i chose the exact same one as the last time. <3

Waleed: tara ilyooom ma3ana a new person, w bykon wyana laman akher class

Me: ohh wanasa:p mnu?

Waleed: ******

NO WAYYY!