CHAPTER 44 (old story)

Good evening beautiful people! 

No matter how depressed or sad you are, just smile, trust me you'll feel a bit happier. Nothing and i do mean it, NOTHING is worth your sadness or tears in life. Smile, your beautiful!! Feeling alone? Like no one is there for you? Well your wrong, never ever forget that Allah is always there for you, whenever you need help, Allah is there for you. ANNNNND always remember im here for you, so don't be shy or scared to just send me a dm, trust me a lot of people already told me some of their problems, and no, i won't go and tell people about them cause i do believe in something called karma, i would never "aftha7" someone, so if you have something to tell me, just say it, trust me i'd understand:)

Well, here's the post as i promised, and i know i promised i'd post it yesterday bas i had a huge test.

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I got out of class and called m7amad

: aloooo

Me: 7amoood waink yala you3ana

: ana mo 7amood

Me: bedaina sakhafa? m7amad waink ana you3anaa!!!

: wala ana mo m7amad, ana refeja

Me: ayshay

The person on the other end of the line was laughing

Me: uhhh goola eydeg 3alay laman tshofa

: mnu 7athretch?

Me: 7e9a

: emm okay agola

And i closed the line..FASHLA

As i was walking i saw farou7a approaching to me

Me: hala walaaaaaaa

Farou7a: hala feech!

Me: haaa shlounch ilyoum?

Farou7a: wala el7mdela bkhair, intay shlounch

Me: el7emdela

Farou7a: 7ade wedy arou7 movie w ghada, teyen?

Me: la walah magdar ba6la3 wya m7amad al7een, shraych teyen baytna elyom belail?

Farou7a: weeh, khalas you have fun! 

Me: thankyoouuu, bas btyen baity, elyoum at 6, pool then netmasha bel sayara w chethy, i'll tell lulu w zayooon

Farah: khalas okay

My phone was vibrating

Incoming call: Mohammad

Me: alooo m7amad ya7mar ent kela tfashelny!! takhayal rad 3alay refeejk w ana at7al6am wagool you3ana, iffff wai3 fashla, inzain waink tara ana you3ana

I heard a giggle

Oh no

Me: inta mu m7amad 9a7

: heheh la2

I placed my hand on my forehead, shiiiit

Me: oh

: m7amad eygolch ena ohwa bara bas nesa mobila wyay

Me: oh okay

:yala bye

Me: bye

I closed the phone and was walking outside the campus to the parking

I hopped into m7amads car 

Me: m7amaaaaaaaaaaaaad

Mohammad: haaaa

Me: fashla:(

Mohammad: hahaaaaaa galy refejy, loooool

Me: hay maytha7k jad 

Mohammad: 3ade 3ade 6af hatha wa7d 9ayda, inzain wain taben

Me: hmm kaifk

Mohammad: aby maki 

Me: wai3 la2 kelsh mo meshtehyta

Mohammad: khalas emshay shake shack

Me: laaaaaaaaa2

Mohammad: weh khala9 intay nagay

Me: rouuuu7 slider

Mohammad: hmm khalas ok

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After we ordered 

Mohammad: 7e9a 3amy msafer 

Me: eh

Mohammad: mnu wyach bel bait

Me: zaid

Mohammad: mnu zaid?!

Me: zaid al x

Mohammad: w shako yay baytkom

Me: oboy gala

Mohammad: sh'hal ma9khara 7e9a, rayal ghareeeb eyeee baytkom la w oboch msafer

Me: ana shako m7amad, oboy ely gal mo ana!

Mohammad: ya3ny el nas shbyfakron lay daraw ina entay ga3da bel bait wya rayal ghareeb, tara elsalfa feha sum3a! latensain hal shay okay!

Me: ifff m7amad lat3a9b 3alay, deg 3ala oboy w gola hal 7achy

Mohammad: inzain shlon eljam3a

Me: el7mdela wlshker 7adk bipolar

Mohammad: haw laish

Me: faj2a tkon m3a9b w faj2a t9eer 3ade

Mohammad: ohooo 3ade 3ade ana hal ayam mo 3ala ba3thy

We finished our lunch then re7na salamna 3ala yadety w radayt el bait

The house felt so empty, i entered rosy's room

Me: rosy is zaid in the house

Rosy: yeah

Me: oh okay

I went and sat in the 9ala, zaid ma kan yeg3ad bel 9ala ely foog, bas yg3ad eb el srdaab

I laid on the coach and flipped through the channels, i got bored so i was thinking of going downstairs to sit with zaid for a bit

La7tha 7e9a shga3da tgolen? entay shako bel rayal? 

E7teramt nafsy w ga3adt bel 9ala laman the girls eyooon

4:47 

This was hopeless

I am boreedddddddddddd

I called james and told him ena ey6al3 elsayara

Me: james get out

James: whyyyy

Me: yalla get out

James: daaymn u goin crazy 

Me: ohooo yalah jamyy

James got out of the car and i jumped in the drivers seat

James: what the haaayl (hell)

Me: so are you getting in the car or am i driving by myself

James: shnu hatha! ofcourse im getting in

Me: ohh james your arabic is getting better

James: yeah no i am "Wahesh" 

Me: what

James: Wahesh

Ga3adt sa3a afaker shnu qasda akher shay estaw3abt ena qasda wa7sh-.-

Me: who taught you that word?

James: mehsin and his friends

James's black accent was really strong, so he'd say fraaainds instead of just friends:p keep that in mind

I started driving around our block, then i went to the main street

Jammy: turn right

:why'd you go right i clearly said go left!!

W 6oool el 6reej wehwa mlaw3 chabdy w bas yt7al6am

I parked outside the house and wished i didn't even ride with him, eynarfzzzz

Dakhalt baytna wana at7al6aam

: 7e9oooo baasch te7l6m w rab el ka3ba chench bal3a radio

I turned around to find zaid standing behind me

Me: waai3 waai3 inta ba3ad

And i walked upstairs

I sat in the living room, and zaid followed a few minutes later

Zaid: la7tha la7tha shnu enta ba3ad

Me: elkel ya yet6anaz aw yzefoony

Zaid giggled: mnu zafch elyoom

Me: james!! eygoly lefay ymeen w laman alef eyzfny wygol geltlch lefay yesar, w bas yet6anaz! a9lan keraht 3omry maby a7ad ey3almny asoog etha chethy by9arkhon

Zaid: la youba khala9 ana a3almch

Me: la mashkoor

Zaid: laish

Me: maby ba3dain etha da3amt aw shay tet6anaz wla tzf, maly khulg

Zaid: la kelsh mo nethamy, maly shighil feech, ba3almch bacher inshalah

I smiled and said: inshalah

Out of no where lulu entered the 9ala wya zayon w they were both wearing there swimming shorts, they had a t-shirt on top of their bathing suit since kanaw bel sayara

Lulu had floaters on her arms=)) maeltlkom bas lulu doesnt know how to swim 3adel

Me and zaid turned around, ma asma3 ela wa7d ba6ha the7k

Lulu gasped: umbaaaaaaaaay la la mo 9ej!!!

She ran to my room and zayoon stood their like the zombie she usually is 

Zayoun: ummm hi

Us : hey

Zayoun: okaaaaay this is awkward

Me: uhhh zayoun hatha zaid

Zayoun gasped: ohh hatha ely gelteelna 3ana elyyy

chan tasket

ta7md rabha ina magalat ay kelma thanya wla chan hafayt'ha b akbar ma 3ndy

Zaid: elyy?;p

Zayoun kanat 7ayl metwahga w mo 3arfa shetred

Me: uhhh ely ga3d eb baitna laman oboy msaferr

Zaid: ohh, yallah ana astta2then, ma3a elsalama

Us: ma3a elsalama

Me: malat 3alaaich, ba3ad laish matgoolenla kel el ashya ely ana agolch eyaha

Zayoun: way ya3ny ana shdarany

We sat and waited for farou7a to arrive, i was sitting in the balcony and talking to my father on the phone

6ab3an bechayt w te7al6amt w 3a9abt bas ba3dain bedayt asolf 3ade

Baba: inzain shbtsawen elyom

Me: yayeen elbanat 3ndy

Baba: eh khosh lateg3den brou7ch bel bait

Me: eh inshalah

Baba: inzain 7e9a ana bagolch shay mohem, w abeech tsm3eeny 3adel w tfakreen 3adel gabel matqarereen

Me: haw shfek baba

Baba: -----------------------

My heart stopped with his next sentence

Ma3qoola elshay ely oboy ga3d eygola 9ej?! Inshalah la2. I felt like i wanted to cry.

CHAPTER 43 (old story)

THANKYOU ALL FOR THE 50+ COMMENTS!! w im really sorry i took a while to post! sam7oony, i myself would like to enjoy my eid vacation as well:p w umm enjoy this post:p

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Finally, after 1 hour and a half i was done:p hahah 3ashan maygooly 18 minutes madre shkether mara thanya:p anyways, i blow dried my hair and wore a white dress, i sprayed some perfume and went downstairs

: akheeran? la jad chan nezaltay bacher

Me: lool shda3wa ma ta2akhart wayed

Zaid: laa kelsh sa3tain mo wayed

Me: eh 3ashan mara thanya matgoly bsr3a bsr3a:p

Zaid's face was like this -.-

Zaid: yalah tara ana you3an

Me: yala:p

We sat in the table and ate, it was awkwaaaaaaaaaaard

makan 3ndy man3 asolf wya b whatsapp, but when it came to real life, my face would turn red immediately.

while we were eating zaid said

: inzain laish mesta7ya

Me: la shako mo msta7ya:p

Zaid: 3ayal shfech sakta

Me: umm madre:p

Zaid: shnu umm madre, la jad shfech

Me: mafeeny shay:p

Zaid: eh wayed 9dagtch

Me: wala jad mafeny shay

I smiled to him, assuring him that nothings wrong

After we finished dinner, i said goodnight and went upstairs to my room, i wanted to sleep.

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3:44 AM

I woke up in the middle of my sleep, i flipped back and fourth, but it was no use, i couldn't go back to sleep.

I wore my house sandals and went and sat in the balcony, trying my best to not waken up anyone in the house.

I took out my head phones and put my ipod on shuffle, the song that played was "7abeeby ne3trf" it reminded me of Faisals vn

I quickly went back and brought Faisal's camera with me

I sat on the coach and started looking through the photos, eljaw kan 7lw elfayer

Ashoof kl 9oora w ath7aak 3ala wyooohna, knt asawy kiss face w faisal eyqaldny, with each and every picture i'd remember the moments that we shared

:7e9a shtsawen ehny

I jumped from my seat as i heard a voice behind me

I turned to find Zaid standing, he looked really sleepy, his hair was messy which was covering most of his eyes, he was wearing his pjs with a NYPD t-shirt.

Me: ah wala shay inta shtsawy hny

Zaid: well bema ena dary yam el balacona 3ala6ol, gedart asm3chh wntay tba6leen el bab w tg3den

Me: ohh umbay sorry ga3adtk men el nom

Zaid: la 3ade

He sat in the seat beside me and said: shnu beedch

Me: camera

He rubbed his eyes, he was clearly too sleepy

Zaid: ay nooo3

Me: qadeema mn 3 years

Zaid looked at it then said: la7thaaa

He grabbed it from my hand and said: hathy malat f9ail!

Me: eh 

Zaid: tekfain bashof le9war, allah eykhaleech 79a

Me: okay shoofhom

Zaid sara7 eb kel 9ooora

I was looking at my phone when i suddenly heard a sniff

I looked at zaid and he had red eyes

I almost whispered: zaaid

Zaid wiped his eyes: hmm

Me: zaid shfeek

Zaid: ma feeny shay

Me: tara ana ba3ad walhana 3alaih, walah 9adgny ma7ad becha 3alayhom akthar mny, bas la7atht ina 3ala kether ma abchy mo ga3da astfeed shay, fa qarart awagf bachy, lana el bachy maysa3dny wala ga3d eysa3dhom, mako ela enk tad3eela, wala matadre shkether alah byr7amhom etha da3ayt

Zaid wiped his eyes and looked at me and said: enshalah

He had a half smile on his face and kept on staring

Me: shfeeek etkhezny

Zaid: tawny astaw3b shay

Me: shnu

Zaid: wayed testakhdmain wt7arken 7awajbch wntay tsolfen, nafs faisal, w tawny staw3abt ench etshabheena wayed

Me: 9ej?

Zaid: eh 9ej

Me: el7mdela, t9adg ent awal shakh9 tgoly ena ashabh fa9ool

Zaid: la wala jad teshbehena, w tawny ala7th hal shay

I smiled and looked at the ground

Ma9adg shbasawy bas

: zaid basam3k shay

Zaid: yalah

I took out my phone and played another vn of faisal, i played the one where he was singing

Zaid took the phone from my hand and placed it carefully by his ears, wanting to listen to each and every sound

When the vn ended he laughed

Me: shfeek teth7ak

Zaid: ya 7lwk ya faisal, mo hayn, kan ga3d eyghany hal vn bl dwanya tadren

Me: la maknt adre

Zaid: haman kena nes2la ohh f9ail tghany 7ag mnu, w kan eygolena malkom sheghel, kan elwa7eed ely ma gal esm el bnt ely ey7bha w kan eykalmha, kan ykhaf w yaster 3alayha akthar mn ma eykhaf 3ala ro7a

Me: w ent kent etgol esm ely knt etkalmha

Zaid: la2

Me: aha

Zaid: wala mara kalamt, w lana lail7en el bent ely abehha ehya nafs'ha kentt a7bha mn ayam faisal

Me: olaah ya7lailk shaklk t7bha wayd

Zaid: w akthar ba3ad

Waiiii3 sh'hal 9khala ely ey7bha:) may9eer ya3nyy!

Me: wain sheft sara

Zaid: mnu?

Me: sara

Zaid: ay sara?

He looked confused 

Me: haw ely btakh6bha w mayet 3alayha

Zaid: ehhh hatheek

Me: eh

Zaid: ahh sheft'ha eb bayt refejy, ehya refejat ekhta

Me: ohh

Zaid just looked at me and smiled, jad shfyy bas eykhez w yebtsm

Me: enta laish wayed tebtsm:p

Zaid: alebtesama feh wajh akheek al muslim 9adaqa:p

Me: ehh okay

Zaid: shnu eh okay

Me: madre ya3ny shtabeny agol

Zaid: madre:p

-.-

Me: yalah ana shakly barou7 anam

Zaid: ana ba3ad, yalah t9b7en 3ala khair

Me: wnta mn ahla:p

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Beep

Beep

Beep

My alarm kept ringing 

I hit the snooze button a million times but it just keeps on beeping

I checked my phone, i had a whatsapp from zaid

: Goodmorning sunshine:)

I absolutely LOOOOVE gm messages

I replied with a

: Goodmorning!

He replied instantly

: i'm already at work, if you need anything just call me, don't be shy, im your baba now

Me: my baba haa?:p

Zaid: eh your baba, shnu mo 3ajbch wya rasch?

Me: ambala ambala bsmela kalaytny 

Zaid: eh 3abaly ba3ad:p

I took my lazy butt off my soft and cold bed and dragged it right into the shower, i so don't want to be late for my class

I got out and wore a peach colored skirt with a white top

I got into the car with james and told him that he didn't need to pick me up today, since Mohammad was taking me out for lunch

I entered the class and i couldn't stop texting zaid, i can't get bored of him

Me: aby pink pasta

Zaid: waaai3 mn el9b7

Me: eh 7ade meshtehyta

Zaid: 3ayal ana meshtehy zbaidy

Me: waaaai3 zaid 3ad mo semach

Zaid: shtaben 7aly mn 7alch

Me: uff 9ak rasy estath a7mad

Zaid: laysm3ch etgolen estath, esma dr a7mad

Me: 3ad fregat ya3ny

Zaid: eh walah tafrg

Me: inzain, 9ak rasy el DR a7mad:)

Zaid: eh chethy a7san, w laish 9ak rasch, taben azefa

Me: eh yaalah:p

Zaid: inshaaalaah, cham 7a9oona 3endy

Me: hehe madre:p

Zaid: la2 la2 la2, raja2an latsawen ro7ch mesta7ya kelsh mayloog:p

Me: wai3 malat 3alayk mo mal a7ad eysolf wyak-.-

Zaid: lol khalas kelsh wala 79o

Me: wa7da mn el rab3 79o ha?

Zaid: eh a7la rab3

Wayyy madre shard, mo mt3awda asolf chethy

Me: adreeee

Zaid: ne6ray bas ard ilbait

Me: laish ba3ad

Zaid: ba6gch 3ala rasch

Me: haw shsawayt

Zaid: sh'hal theqaa "adree" -.-

Me: 3ade:p

and the convo kept on going till i was done with everything!!!

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I'm sorry if its a bit short bas walah i'll post bacher!! Goodnight my amazing readers x

CHAPTER 42 (old story)

SECOND CHAPTER \o/

Saturday 6 o'clock 

I was on my way back home with the girls, the music blasted as we were going 

I was thinking of Zaid, laish maykalmny 6ool ilweekend, actually its been 5 days, wai3 wai3 mo kafo a7ad yet3alag feh, w a9lan ana laish ga3da afaker 3ana? Mnu ohwa? kaifa bl 6agag laykalmny, khal eyro7 eysolf wya "Sara" :):):) 

My train of thoughts was cut as my phone vibrated on my lap, i checked wela it was a whatsapp from him, chena yadry iny ga3da afaker feeh!!! 3omra 6weel mashalah

Zaid: Hallah bel ga63a

i took 10 minutes to reply, ya3ny thegeela:p

Me: hallah feek:p

He replied instantly, even less than 10 seconds!

Zaid: shda3wa matsalmen walah tgolen shlonk?

Me: haha, elmafroth int tsalm:p

Zaid: w laish anaa

Me: lana inta el 9bay

Zaid: khala9 3ayal bedam elsalfa chethy, basolf wyach kelyom, w fech khair matrden wla tgoleen 9akayt rasy, bathb7ch lana ana el '9bay':p

Me: looool khalas okay:p

Zaid: haha shlonch?

Me: walah bkhair el7mdela, int shlonk?

Zaid: bkhair damch eb khair

Me: dom inshalah

Zaid: damat ayamch

I didn't know to reply with what so i sent him a ":p" face

Zaid: hmm meshtehy akel shay 7lw, shnu eqtera7atch?

Me: ana 3omry ma sheft desert 7lw akthar men Hessa Al X

Zaid: ohhh hthy ely tabeny a9ekha block men awalha

Me: LOOOL!

Zaid: loool sh'hal theqa wya wayhch:p

Me: uff uff khala9 ana mo 7lwa okay?

Zaid: la mo okay, ambala intay 7lwa w mn a7la il banat okay?

I blushed ledaraja lulu lafat 3alay

Me: haha thankyou:p

Zaid: wainch?

Me: 7adra mn ilshalaih you?

Zaid: baitkom:p

Me: la bela thalam baitna

Zaid: chubay a9lan mnawer

Me: lool akeed mnawer

Zaid sent me a picture

Me: E6LA3 BARA DARY!

Zaid: wahhahaa mara7 a6la3

Zaid sent me another picture

Me: GOOOOM 3AN FRASHYYYY

Zaid: ta7lmeen

Me: yal baykh goom

Zaid: la yalah banam gn

Me: w qasaman bela ya zaid Al X en radait baytna w sheftk eb dary by9er shay ma 9ar

Zaid: shay ma 9ar? ya3ny shnu?

Me: ana 7athartk:p bakhaleek tshof mn khashmk mo 3yink

Zaid: obb obb khefay 3alayna grandizer

Me: haay tara asaweha

Zaid: inshoof yala gn

Me: Laaa latnaaam eb frashyy!!!!!

10 minutes passed. No reply.

Naaam le7mar:)

Akheeran w9alt el bait

I opened the door and started running, passing by the ground floor living room i heard a chuckle

I stopped mid way and turned around, i saw zaid standing and laughing at me

Me: ya7mar w qasman bela maytha7k

Zaid: LOL you should've saw your self as you were running!! Khebla

Me: itnarfz walaaah, ekkhtra3t a7asb nemt b frashy

Zaid: la la mara7 anam latkhafen

Me: haha ashwa, laish el bait hady:p wain oboy

Zaid: safar

Me: la jad waina

Zaid: safar walah

Me: w laish maygoly?

Zaid: madre walah, ra7 ohwa weya khalty maryam w me7sn

Me: w ana? mo bnta? mayfaker feny

Zaid: ra7 gha9bn 3ana

Me: shnu elshay ely gha9bn 3ana? eyroo7 wykhaleny ya3ny? la w brou7y bel bait?

Zaid: la2 galy ana anam hny

Me: la walah? eykhaleny brou7y w al7en enta mkhalek tnam hny ya3ny 3ala bona makon bro7y wla shnu ? lay hal daraja oboy nesa ilsana3 w elo9oool  w eykhalyny bro7y wysafer? mo kafy omy w okhoy ra7aw, al7en oboy ga3d eywakherny 3an 7ayata ba3ad

I ran up to my room and cried, i kept on crying realizing that i have no family now. Even though their my new family for 3 years, i still feel left out, i still feel like i have no one.

My door was being unlocked and only one person had the key, it was rosy

She entered and sat on the corner of my bed

I hugged her really hard and cried, mu 3ashan oboy safar, kaifa khal eysafer, bas its about the idea of being left out, being unwanted

Rosy: shushh sweetheart don't cry 

Me: i cant rosy walah i cant

Rosy held my head and forced me to look into her serious looking eyes

: you have to stop crying about everything, baba went with mehsin so he would take a college test, he told me to take care of you, he did not leave you

Me: ambala he left me! just like mama and faisal left me, rosy i have no family right now, all i have is you, i don't want to loose you like im loosing baba

Rosy has been my nanny since the day i was born, so yeah she's basically my second mom.

Rosy: wala if you say this again i will go to india

Me: nooo rosy

Rosy: then dont say you lost baba, he is a tired man, he is working really hard for you, you need to appreciate that, and he is still here for you

Rosy gave me another life lecture then said

: now go downstairs to zaid, he is here from 2

Me: ola why

Rosy: because he said i dont want hessa to feel alone when she comes back home

umbaaay:(

Me: inzain rosy from how long did you know him?

Rosy smiled and said: when he was 8 he used to sleep in our house a lot, i know him since then, he was faisal's bestfriend, even when faisal was in high school

Me: really?

Rosy: yeah really, what you think baba will let anyone sleep in the house?

Me: yeah i thought he would

Rosy: nooo, this boy is like baba's son, he raised him

Me: ohhh.

I ran downstairs to find zaid sitting in the living room he was laying on the coach, staring at the ceiling

Me: e7m

He jumped from the coach and stood in front of me

Zaid: 7e9a ana asf etha noomty ehny emthaygtch, bas lana 3amy galy, bas 3ade, ana akalmch eb whatsapp w goleely shetsawen w kel kha6wa tro7enlaha

Me: olah olah shako? mn gal mthaygny? ana knt m3a9ba mn oboy lana ra7 w ma galy

Zaid: ya3ny ana mo emthaygch?

Me: la2 kelsh la2

Zaid: ufff ekhtra3t, jad a7asb kerahteeny

Me: la law shnu bakrhk bel3aks ana a7

chan asket, shloooooon chethyy:):):)

Zaid: intay?

Me: uhh anaa

Zaid smiled and said: ehh?

Me: ana a7b ilkel, ma akrah a7ad

Zaid: ohh, eh zain tsawen

Chena ma 3jeba kalamy?;s 

Me: eh:p

Zaid: inzaaain shbtsawen elyom?

Me: walah shay, batsaba7 w bag3ad

Zaid: khoush 3ayal, ana ray7 ayeeb shay nakla lana 7ade you3an

Me: uhh eh okay

Zaid: 3endch 17 minutes tetsaba7ain

Me: la2 mo kaifk

Zaid: ambala

Me: uffffff!!

Zaid: latet2afefain:)

Me: uff uff uff

Zaid: intay taben ten6again

Me: looool la 

Zaid: khala9 3ayal, 19 minutes w mako ghairhom

Me: waay okay

Zaid: 3 2 1 go!

I ran to my room and locked the door, 3nad 3alayh bag3ad sa3a:p

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im really tired magdar i type akthar wla bakharb6 bel 7achy:p PLEASE COMMENT!! etha you commented wayed i'll post bacher, and etha akthar mn last time i might post 2:p