CHAPTER 34

It seems ina im going to end this one and continue on with the old one:p

Enjoooy!

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I can remember that night at the shalaih like it was yesterday, the years are flying by. It is now the year 2015, im 20 years now. Fahad got married, he has a boy now, called Jassim after my father. Muneera brought another girl, so now she has 2. Me Ghala and Misho go to AUK, 7amany is studying in Miami, Rakan in London, Badoor in CBA-KU Layan is studying  law and the rest are in diffrent universities in kuwait. Me and abdullah's relationship is growing more day by day, yes we did have our fights, but we loved each other so much. I was on my way back from university when my mother called me.

Me: alooo hallah mama

Mama: golololololololosh

Me: haw mama shelsalfa?

Mama: tawa feh wa7da dagat 3alay 

Me: inzaaain..

Mama: tabeeech 7ag weld'ha!

My heart almost stopped when she told me that, i was just with abdullah, and he didn't mention that his mother was gonna call my mother, and we already planned ina byakh6bny laman he graduates from University, which was next year.

Me: mama maby

Mama: shnu maby! laaa jawa hathayla khoush nas

Me: mama maaaby

Mama: intay mat3arfeena! ana gelt 7ag oma ina eyoon baytna bacher eyshoofch wetshoofena, w etha ma3jbch tegdren terfethena ba3dain, bas al7een maby asma3 kelmat maby, aby afraa7 feeech washouf 3yalch!

Me: bas mama

Mama: mako bas ma bas, laman trdeen taghaday w ba3dain roo7ay yeeblch badla, ekhethay layan w ghala w nouf, khaleehom eysa3doonch tnageen

Me: mamaaaa

Mama: akalmch ba3dain, 3endy wayed shughul mayamdeny aratb el mokan


Me: okay bye

I closed the line and parked my car. I was crying, may9eeeer, shlooon atzawaj wa7d ghayr 3abdullah, 3ogob 4 years eysawon feny chethy, shbagoolah, shlon bashra7la?? Shlooon a7ad eyfahemny shlooon?


I called him

:alooo

Me: aloo abdullah

Abdullah: ashwanch dagaytay, feh shay mohem aby agolch eya

He sounded serious

Me: ana ba3ad, yallah gool

Abdullah: Maynfaa3 chethy, meet me eb starbucks plaza now.

Me: okay

As i was driving my heart was beating really hard, i cant take this pain anymore, i cant imagine my life with another man.

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I entered the cafe, i saw abdullah sitting in the far corner, he was wearing a dishdasha, i walked to him and sat in the seat in front of him.

Abdullah: elsalam

Weird, kel mara eygooly hallah belzain aw shay thany

Me: wa3alaykom elsalam

Abdullah: shnu elshay elmohem ely kntay betgolena? 

Me: enta awal

Abdullah: la2 ana sa2altch awl

My eyes started to tear

: Abdullah madre shlon agooolk, bas tawa omy dagat 3alayh, feeh wa7da dagat 3alayha w tabeeeny 7ag weldha, madre shasawy wallah madre, gelt 7ag omy ma 2aby w galatly ena mo kaify, byoon baytna  bacher 3ashan eyshoofny, bas ana maby ashoofa, ana madre shasawy

Abdullah: 3ade shoofy ymkn eykon zain

I lifted my head immediately: shnuu???

Abdullah: ana yeet ehny 3ashan agoolch shay methel mawthooo3ch, oboy yabeeny atzawaj bnt 3ammy Sara, w magdar ared oboy, magdar aksr kelmta, allah mo kateblna ena netzawaj

Me: ent men9jk?

Abdullah: shayfatny ga3d ath7ak wyach?

Me: bas abdullah

Abdullah: magdar agoolch ela allah eywafgch, w laterfetheena, shakla khoush wa7d, yallah bye

And just with that he stood and left me, he left us, he left 4 years of secrets over bnt 3ama, wallah law gayel 7ag obo youba ma abeeha chan ma gal la2, how could he be so heartless? He was never like this! This is a new abdullah, the old abdullah was never like this, he used to care, he used to ask, he used to try to make things better. Its like i dont know him anymore

I left and went back home, my mother wasn't there, akeed ray7a teshtry aw tsawy ashyaa 7ag bacheer, i really wasn't in the mood, i didn't know if i should cry, scream, be angry, or what!!!

Layan cut my streams of thoughts and called me

Me: aloo

Layan: halaaaaaw

Me: heey

Layan: yallah now yaya amourch, omch dagat 3alay

Me: uff layan ma abyy 

Layan: netfaham laman o9al yallah gomay badlay, lebsay shay moreeee7 lana betbadleeen wayed

Me: okay

I went upstairs and wore my white juicy couture training suit, i let my hair in a messy ponytail, grabbed my Celine bag and went to layans car

Layan: ahlaaaaaaan

Me: hi

Layan pulled me into a huge hug

Me: wallah magdar shlon ya3ny chethy, shloon akheth wa7d ghair abdullah, la wl shay ely ey7r akthar elyom shft abdullah wlaaa


And i told her what happened 

Layan: umbaaay waaaaay3 ge6eeee3aa ey7777777777777r!! yawayla msa3ad etha sawa feny chethy!

Oh and if i didn't mention this to you, Layan and Msa3ad are together since he added her on bbm:')

We reached Salheya, we went to several shops, finally legayna the perfect dress, the one layan chose, i didn't bother to see the clothes, i was like a child, in every store i'd sit in the first chair that i see, then layan would search for the outfit, layl7een mu mestaw3ba shnu 9ar, shlon bkel sehoola 3abdullah eykhaleeny, shlon yegdar yatrkny 3ashan his cousin, laish aza3l roo7y w athayg omy 3ashana w ohwa a9lan mo mehtam? I stood from the chair and went and paid. We then went to Lorenzo and ate with Nouf and Ghala.




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I couldn't sleep all night, i pretend that im okay when im really not. I still love him with all of my heart

I stayed all night re-reading our convos and just smile, how can i forget all of this? How can i forget my first love? How can i forget the person that would do the impossible for me? How can he move on so fast

I finally slept at 9 AM, till Rosy woke me up at 4


Rosy: oh my god jawa wake up, it 4!! mama will be so angry you have no time to go to the salon

Me: i dooooont care, a9lan i dont want to go ok?

Rosy said a few thing bel hindi then pulled the blanket and dragged me to the bathroom and said that in 15 minutes im not done showering ra7 etdsh w et6al3ny:):)

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Finally i was done with my hair, nails and make up

I went back home, when i entered my room nouf ghala and layan were here

Me almost in tears: magdaar wallah magdaar

Ghala ran: latabcheeen ba3dain yekhtrb mekyaajch

Ghala became taller:D but im still taller:p

Anyways it was 6:30, they were coming at 7, i only have half an hour to change and wear my jewelry 

I wore my dress very carefully, scared my make up would ruin it

Mama entered my room and said: yallah jawa el nas ta7at yan6roonch

Me: yallah 

Mama: la7tha

She went to her room and came back with a box

I opened it wela it was a diamond necklace, it was really pretty. 

Mama: ana lebast hatha laman obooch yah 3ashan yakh6bny, w labasta muneera laman mohammad ya w kha6abha, al7en ana balabsch eya

Me: mashkoura mama

Mama: el3afou, yallah ana basbegch

Me: yallah ok

When my mother left noufa said: jawooo magelteelna shesma?

Me: t9adgon ma sa2alt'ha

Layan: la la intay testahblain

Ghala's face shwaya w teth7ak

Me: shfeech ghala?

Ghala: haa? ahah la walah shay:p

Me: uff yallah wish me luck 

The girls: good luck

I sprayed some perfume, and walked down the stairs