CHAPTER 33

This is the last chapter, thankyou to everyone that was supporting me, that had my back when i needed one, thankyou to everyone who read my story. You guys have been a great motivation to me.


2 years later
My graduation day


:7E9AAAAA YALLLAH TA2AKHARNAA

:EEEHH BADA3TAY YALAH!

Zayoun &lulu were waiting for me downstairs.

I was looking at my self for the last time in the mirror, thinking about everything that happened in high school.


My hair was long again, even more pretty than it was before, it was a really light tone of brown. I was wearing a red silk dress under my graduation gown, i had red lipstick on, i wore my Classic Black Louboutin. I held a picture of mama &faisal. I was excited to tell them that it was my graduation day! I knew that they were happy, i knew that they were proud of me.

I folded the picture and placed it in my dress pocket. Now my mother and brother will be with me when i receive my graduation diploma, they will be with me when i open a new chapter of my life.


When i got downstairs, i saw mama baba rosy me7sn zayoun lulu yara s3ood (yara's husband) yasmeena and Yousef (yasmeena's fiance)

Awal ma nezalt wlaa ubuy dame3at 3ayna

Me: baba shfeek!!

Baba: wayed teshbehen umch allah yer7amha, neskhat'ha

Lamayt ubuy

We had a picture

Me7sn went with his friends, they were waiting for him outside.


Fahad, m7amad, mama hessa w kel 3aylty ra7aw el ball room

Me zayoun and lulu got into the car with james.

James: OHHH MAAAH GAAASH!!!!! You gurrls finally graduated! im so so so so so proud of ya'll
and i mean lulu too

Lulu: REALLY??? THANKYOU!!!

Me: THANKYOU JAMYY! ILOVEYOU!

Z: JAMY JAMY JAMY!! THANKYOU!

James: now, zizi, like old times, get your butt in the front seat and put some NICKIMINAAAJ!

LOOOOL hal khebl layl7en mayt 3ala nicki

We got into the ball room

All of us were on stage, waiting to get our diploma's.

I was waiting impatiently, i was getting too nervous.

: 7E9A X AL X

I heard my name being called out.

I can hear fahood w 7amood w james ey9arkhoun

Faj2a wela Me7sn ey9arekh: YA 3AYNY YA LAYLY 3ALA 7E9A!!!

Elkel gal: OHHH

The principle knaat em3a9ba, lana me7sn ba3ad kan bytkharaj wyaay, w uhwa 9arakh while he was on stage.

We finished the ceremony. Then went to take pictures with our family

Rekatht 3end ahaly chan a9arekh :TAKHAARAAAAAJT!!!!!!!!!


S3oood: mabrook!!! ma baghaytay!

Me: allah eybarek feek! ufff mu m9adga!

Let me clear some things out:

- i didn't hear about fay and khaled anymore
-yara got married and she's pregnant now
-yasmeena's wedding was the following thursday
-me7sn still didn't tell lulu that he loves her and that he's crazy about her


James: MY BABY GUUUURL GRADUATED!

Me: yes i did jamyy!!

Maryam: el7mdellah ena kel far7a et9eer b7ayaty tkoun double, awal yara w yasmeena, al7een me7sn w 7a9oona

Lamayt'ha w gelt: mashkoura mama

Yousef was shy, like really really shy.

Atwaqa3 3ugub mayetzawejoun ra7 ey6aye7 el myana;p

Bist ras umy w ubuy

Lulu yat wla ubuy eygoulaha: mabroook 7abeebty!!


Lulu: alllah eybarek feek 3amyy!

Mohammad: MABRRROOOK 7A9OOON

Me: allah eybarek feeek!!!! yallah bacher takharejk?

Mohammad: eh, abeech et9arkheen methel ma ana 9arakhtlch elyoum

me: enshalah, ba7a6 microphone waghany ba3ad

Mohammad: 3ashaat bnt 3aaamy

Baaba: eh 6al3a 3la ubuha

kelna tha7akna

Baba nadaaa zayoun w lulu chan ygoul

baba: zayouna, lulu w 7a9oona, ana kalamt ahlakoum w wafaqaw ena trou7un bas 3ala shar6 james eyee wyakoum

Me: haw baba wayn nrou7

Baba: khalaw um lulu etgoul

Om lulu: haw ya7afeth, matadroun ena btsafroun?

Kelna: SHNUU?

Baba: ehh shfeekoum, ana 7ajazt 7agkoum entaw el thalatha wyaaa james

Me: ay shay baba!! gooul walah?

Baba: ya3ny lasyh bachatheb balaa?

He handed me an envelope, a7md raby ma 9arakht men el wanasa

Baba 7ajazlena 7ag sharm, london, w paris

Me: NOOOO WAYYY!!!!!!!!!! THANKYOU BABA THANKYOU BABA THANKYOU!!!!!!!


Baba: haha el 3afou, bas betsfroun 3ugub 3ers yasmena 3ala 6oul enshalah

Zayoun: ehhh 3ade, a9lan etha taboun nrou7 al7een ma3endna mane3!

Lulu: eh a9lan jan6ety zahba

Me: JAMMMY!

James was stuffing his face with cake and said: what?


Me: are you ready to go to sharm, london and paris?

James: look kid, im not in the mood for games

Me: walah!

I handed him the paper

James lam ubbuy=))
: thankyou sir thankyou sir!! OH MA GASSHHH BUSINESS CLASS?? I GOTTA TELL MY MAMA!!


Baba: waayh, ana al7een aby uhwa eydeer bala 3alaykoum wlaa entaw etderoon balkum 3lay?


James: whaat?

Baba: never mind

We went back home, maryam made a surprise party for me and me7sn

A week passed, everyday was better than the day before it

It was the day of yasmeena's wedding

El bayt kan  L O Y A

I wore a long glitter dress. I had my hair lifted up.

My sister looked gorgeous, Yousef loved her so much, you can see it from his eyes. S3oud was too happy since he was going to be a father. Me7sn couldn't take his eyes out of lulu.

Me? no one


I liked it that way, i didn't get into a real love story in my life.

So all i should do is smile, and those were my unforgettable memories.



Thankyou all for reading my story. I really appreciated all of your help. Im sorry if some of you didn't like it, im even sorry if some of you got hurt by me or by story.

Goodbye for now.

CHAPTER 32

I was wearing my white jeans with a black shirt that had white printed stars on it.

When we got to 360 it was 6, so we entered a movie.

We finished by 8, re7na b+f, our table would be done in half an hour. so qararna netmasha

I saw fay walking towards us with fajer.

Let me tell you a little bit about fajer.

She's the most disgusting girl in the world. She dates 5 guys in the same time. She goes out with guys. Lets just say that she's a b*tch.

Fay hit me on my shoulder with hers.

I ignored her. Lulu had flames coming out of her eyes.

We entered the bathroom, i was standing by the mirror while Lulu w Zayoun were inside.

We were the only people in the bathroom.

Out of no where Fay &fajer came in.

Fay: fajouraa hathy ele geltlch 3anha, el wa9kha ele umha matat

Fajer: kaaaaaak, men 3ether umha matat shayfa shakelha, umbay way3

Lulu 6la3at men el 7amam chan t9arekh: FELEEEHA! MATEFHEMEEN? LAWA3TAY CHABDNA! ME7SN MAY7BCH, E7NA MU RAB3CH, TEGDEREN ETFAHMEENY SHTABEN AL7EEN?

Zayoun 6la3at wela galat: ohhhh hal lazga layl7eeen taby etkhare3na, agoul shtabeen al7een?

Fajer: waaaaay mategdar tetkalam, emkhalya hal kherfan yet7achoun 3nha

Me: walah ma7ad kharoouf ghayrch, madre mnu ele tel7ag le9bayan kel moukan

Fajer: entay alzain bent ekht zojat ubuha?

Z: eh shtaben?

Fajer: ahaha, entay ele khaltch tezawejat ubuha 3ashan takheth flousa wetge9 3alayh?

Zayoun magdarat tet7amal

She pushed her w galat: thamnaay kalamch laa tshoufeen shay masheftyy!

Fajer: waaay 7asafa, ukhuch mat gabel ma akalmaa, uff 3ad shnu kan jameeel


Me: MATETKALEMAAAYN 3AN UKHUY FAHMA?? UKHUY LAW SHNU EYKALM ASHKAL WA9KHA METHLCH!!

3a6ayt'ha thahry w meshayt, waaaay3 ma3qoula feh nas eb hal 7aqara


Laman 6ala3t men el7amam wela sheft khaled wagef

ma6ala3taa, wana amshy wlaa msak eedy w gal: 7e9a shlounch?

Me: hednyy la a9arekh

Khaled: matsaweenha

Me: HEDDDNY!

He removed his hand, i walked away.


El7amdellah ena james kan yan6erny bara.

Rekabt elsayara, lulu w zayoun mayadroun 3any, they were still fighting with them in the bathroom


I needed to go to a place to think.

I needed time by myself

Me: james go to shaalayh

James: now?

Me: yes, yallah go as fast as you can

We reached the shalayh in 30 minutes.

I sat on the sand. Listening to the waves hit the shore.

I screamed, w i screamed 7ayl: AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I needed to get all of the anger out of me

Lay meta chethy? lay meta fay betsawy hal 7arakat?

I shut off my phone, ma a7taj a7ad eydg or ey7n foug rasy

I laid my head on the sand.

An hour passed, i've cleared some things out of my head.

James came and sat beside me

James: whats wrong sweetheart?

Awal ma galha chan abchy

James: hessa, whats wrong?

Me: james *snif* everything in my life isn't the same anymore, since my mother and brother died, everyone has been treating me not the same. I barely see my father, people always want to hurt me, what horrible thing did i do so i can deserve all of this? i've never hurt anyone before!

James: Haters are just gonna hate, you should ignore them, you need to give them a huge smile, in that way their just going to burn. They'll be jealous that way, and for someone who's gone through all this, and is still alive, i should just tell you that you are a role model for all of us. So chin up kid, they'd kill to see you fall.

Me: thankyou jamyy, you really know how to make my day

James: well well, if jamyy doesn't make your day, then who the hell does?

Me: haha, what time is it?

James: 12

Me: WHATTT?????

I switched my phone back on

9 missed calls baba

7 missed calls maryam

3 missed calls me7sn

12 missed calls zayoun

28 missed calls lulu

Shit. Re7t feeha


Me: shiit james! what am i going to tell my father?

James: i already told him, i got your back guurl

Me: thankyoouu!! yallah lets go back home


Awal ma dashayt el bayt rekatht laman dary, mabe a7ad yes2alny 3an ay shay

I wore my pjs, closed the lights and pretended to be asleep

Baba entered my room

baba: 7e9a

no answer

Baba: shaklch nayma, akalmch bacher


I hated not replying to my father, bas maknt aby ashra7la laysh re7t


Maryam woke me up: 7a9oona 7abeebty goumay yallah


Me: kany gemt, shfeekoum?

Maryam: elyoum yara w yasmeena yayeen lekuwait enshalah!

Me: wanasaa!

I was terrified, were they going to be friendly like me7sn and maryam, or were they going to be like most step sisters?

At 5 we went to the airport to pick them up

Yara lamatnny 7ayl w galatly el7mdellah 3ala elsalama w madre shnu

Bas yasmeena makalematny, she only smiled and said hi

Weird.

We got back home, everyone went to their rooms to rest, we were going to Entercote AlHamra by 9


At around 8:45 maryam called me and told me to get ready and go tell yara and yasmeena to get dressed.

I was walking to their room.

Before i opened their door i heard their conversation

Yara: 7aram 3alaych latathlemeen el bnt

Yasmeena: w el khabar elee galatlena 3ana farah AlX? ya3ny laysh betchatheb 3alayna? (farah was fay's sister)

Yara: w ayshay hal fara7 etgoula bet9adgeena?

Yasmeena: ana met2akda men elkhabar, akeed etkalm, w atwaqa3 salfat enha etdakhen 9ej ba3ad

Yara: bas 3ad! ma artha etgouleen chethy! maskeena el bnt entay eshdarach?

Yasmeena: fay ekhet farah galatlaha, w fay refeejat 7e9a

Yara: matwaqa3

Yasmeena: akeed 9ej

Yara: ana agoul kayfha en baghat etsawy ele tabe e7na ma3alayna menha

Yasmeena: hathy ga3da etshaweh sem3atna

Ouch. Ana ashaweh sem3at'ha? Ana? This was going too far. Fay is not going to ruin my life again, especially with my family

I knocked the door

Yasmeena: mnu

Me: 7e9a

I can here them whisper

Yara: tefathelay

Dashayt w 3ayny kanat shwaya wetdam3

Me: mama tegoul yalah badlaw

Yasmeena: mama? etgouleenlaha mama?

Me: eh, ehya galatly agoulaha mama, w ubuy gal 7ag me7sn eynadee youba

Yasmeena: ah, ok now benbadel

Yara went to her room

I ran to my room

I dug my face into my pillow

I started crying 7ayl

15 mns later yara dashat dary betgouly ena uhma ta7at

Yara: umbaaay 7a9oona shfeech

I wiped away my tears and said: ma feeny shay

Yara: yallah gouleeely ana ekhtch

Me: yara ana walah ma sawayt el ashyaa ele yasmeena kanat ga3da etgoulhum eb darha

yara: sema3teena?

Me: ehhh, bas walah ana masawayt hal ashya *Sniff* i told her everything with fay, from the day that she came to my house, when she screamed, i told her everything

I needed to get some things out of my chest


Yara: 7abeeebty, wallah ana makent adre ena kel hatha 9ar, ana bakalm yasmeena wagoulaha ena hathy fay shsawat

Yasmeena dashat dary, eyes full of tears: mu lasm etgouleenly, ana sema3t kelshay, 7a9oona ana asfa walah, asfa eny thalamtch, 7abeebty tukfayn sam7eeny, im so sorry


Me: laysh asam7ch? ana a9lan maknt em3a9ba mench, ana bas knt abeech t3arfeen el 9ej

She came and gave me a huge hug

me: umbay yasmeena, your mascara kelaha maaay men dmou3ch

Yasmeena: 3ade mayhemny, ana ele ehmny al7een ehya entay

I hugged them

Yara: sheftay? geltlch hal maskeena matsawy hal ashyaaa

Yasmeena: eh ana awareech b farah, tabe etkharb bayny w bayn ekhty

I smiled, i finally had sisters.

Yara called mama w galatlaha ena e7na bnrou7 eb sayartana, w ena uhma yasbegouuna

Yara was wearing a black dress that reached till her knees, she wore red heels, she had her light colored hair waved, she had red lipstick and other make up. She looked amazing mashalah!

Yasmeena wore a baby pink silk dress, with white heels, she looked stunning!

Me: madre shalbs

Yara went and opened up my closet, she got out my dropped-waist-blended dress!

We got into the car and went.

It was an amazing day with an amazing family

2 years later, my graduation day.

CHAPTER 31

It was 5:30. I was laying down on my bed watching PLL.


Marlin entered my room and told me that my friend(faisal) was down.

I was wearing my yellow A&f sweat pants with a flowy grey shirt. I couldn't do anything with my hair so i just let it down on my shoulders.

I entered the dining room wela faisal kan mendmj eb game

He was wearing a white polo shirt with beige shorts. Typical kuwaity guy

Me: hii

Faisal: hallah wallah, shlounch?

Me: zayna

It was really awkward


Faisal: ok sooo

Me: uhhh, ehh 9a7 el project, ta3al wyaay el office

Faisal: ay man6aqa?

Me: LOL eb baytnaa, ubuy 3enda ghurfa kelaha awrag w feha computer w printer w desk w hal suwalf, fa e7na ensamy el office

Faisal: ahh, yalah khal nrou7

We went their we did half of the project wlaa asma3 wa7da et9arekh

: 7E9OOOO ANA YOU3ANAAA

w wa7da thanya waraha et9arekh: EHHH PLEASE EMSHAY MAC

Wayhy 9ar a7mar

Faisal kan feeh tha7ka


Lulu w zayoun dashaw

Lulu 6ab3an matekalmat, wayhaa gelab alwan

Zayoun: UMBAAAY BSMLAAH!

Faisal: shayfa yeny?

Zayoun: la bas fashlaa!

Me: yal haylag kela etfashlouny?

Me7sn dash wlaa gal: akeed lulu ele galat enha yoou3ana

Lulu wayeha mu bas gelab alwan, ela 9aar rainbow

Lulu: ya3ny hathy 7ala? ana kela atfashal? al7een elkel 7asbalehum ena baytna mafee akl

Me7sn tha7ak chan eygoul: laa 3adeee nadre ena baytch feh akl

Lulu smiled wlah zayoun galat: " umPaaayH FeDaYt Ele tEsTe7Y waLaaaH ( 3ala khbaal)

Lulu fla3aat zayoun 3ala her shoulder chan ta36eeha nathra ele tgoul: ana awareech

Me: ahh lulu, zayoun hatha faisal ele wyaana eb english

Them: hiiii


Faisal: hallah

Me7sn lulu w zayoun kanaw ga3den bel9ala yan6erouna enkhals

We finally finished the project

dakhalt el 9ala wla glt 7aghum: yallah khalst wayn nrou7

Lulu: Icecream KDD!!

Me: ehh ana ba3ad shtahayta!

Faisal: e7m e7m tara ana ma ast7y, fa yeebouly ice cream chocolate

Me: haha okay, khalas ent al7een one of the gang mu lasm test7y:p me7sn shtabey?

Me7sn: vanilla

Me: ok

Dagayt 3ala james w geltla ey6al3 el sayara

Awal ma 6ala3na wela james ey9arekh: ZIZZIIIII

Zayoun: JAMEEEY!

Lulu: LULUUU

James: why do you always have to interfere with me and zizi?


Lulu: wey lay6eee7 ne9k ent w zizi

James: what?

Lulu: dont let half of you fall

James: don't worry, it won't

We reached ehnak, we ordered wla faj2a me7sn w faisal eydshoun

Me: shyaybkoum

Me7sn: naby neyey, a7san eykoun fresh

Me: ahhh

We got our icecream, then jassim entered, ma salam, 9ayer 7ada weird these days, i wonder what's wrong with him

kayfa 6af


by 10 they all left.

This whole school week was boring as hell.

It was finally thursday

I decided to go to 360 with zayoun w lulu

I thought it would've been an ordinary thursday, but it turned out to be the total opposite




I know its a short post bas lana its the second one for today

CHAPTER 30

I didn't sleep all night, kent emwa9la.

Zayoun and lulu picked me up.

We reached the school, looking as awkward as hell.

The principle, Mr Peter came and showed us our classes, apparently I was in every class with zayoun and lulu, except  last block, which was french.

Great.

Me7ssin was in our arabic class, LOL 3ad allah ey3een el estath.

I had english first period, we took the last seats in class.

7a6ayt rasy w nmt

Yemkn 9arly 20 mns nayma wela a7ad ey6eg my desk 7ayl wy9arekh: WELL WELL WELL, SO YOUR ONE OF THE LAZY ONES HA? TRYING TO SLEEP IN MY CLASS?

Me: what? no! i was just resting my head

Teacher: yeah right, next time you sleep, your going straight to the principals office

Me: k

Waaaa3 eyqth hal mudars, ya7md raba ma 3a6ayta 6raag ey3adel wayha

Kan aku walad eb 9afy bas ga3d yeth7ak 3alay

Let me describe him:

-ba6a 7ayl

-cuute cheeks that you want to pinch 

-curly hair

-tanned

-dimples

Eyshawg chena yahel! bas esta7ayt lana bas kan yeth7ak 3alay

Khalasna english, science, pe, Biology. I had arabic and french left. YALLAH BARD ILBAYT

Arabic class? JUNGLE!

Kent ga3da yam lulu w zayoun (6ab3an) w me7sn kan ga3d wara yam rab3a

El estath ketab esma 3ala el board: Mr. Zahemar

Me: KAAAAAAK esma mr zahaymar (i didn't realize that my voice was high, everyone heard me)

Mr: ayyy? 2ulty ayy? zahaymar ef3aynk! esmy mr zahemar, msh 3awza te2uly esmy quways, tetfadaly w te6la3y bara el 9af (kan ma9ry)

Me: olah shda3wa 3alayk, gelt'ha belghala6

Lulu bedat etdam3 men elthe7k

Mr: enty esmk ayy? 

Me: 7e9a

Mr: 7e9a wla fur9a

Me: haha ath7ak wlaa abchy

Lulu: latabchen 3ala mudars men9jch? 7asbala eytha7k

Mr: laaaa? entw etganaytooo wala ayy?

Lulu: aywa keda

Mr: BNT! esmk ayy?

Lulu: esmy lulu

Mr: ya3ny bet2alady lulu katy?

Zayoun: waay waaay bamout men elthe7k, stath alf mabrook ent el # 1 comedian 7g hal sena (ga3da tet6anaz 3alayh)

Mr: wnty el talta (thaltha) esmk ay?

Zayoun: esmy zayoun

Mr: bel jawaz esmk zayoun?

Zayoun: la, esmy bel jawaz alzain, nawy etsaferny?:D

Mr: bel a7laaaam! a3oooozu belah! yallah entaw el thalatha, mush 3awz asma3 wala 7aga menekuu!

Me7sn w rab3aa bas ga3deen w yet6anezoun 3ala el mudars, ma gedart awagf the7k, this is the best class jad!

Khalast 3araby, chan arou7 my french class, waa3 ma3arf a7ad ehnak

I entered the class

Went and sat in the last row

The chubby guy kan eb 9afy, he came w ga3ad yamy

He: Comment tu t'appelles?

Ma3araft shared chan agoul the only thing i knew in french: Bonjour :D

Maaat men elthe7k

Me: shfeek?

He: awal mara adry ina aku wa7da esmha bonjour

Okay. So he asked me whats my name w geltla Bonjour. Nice move 7e9a.

Me: weeeeh belghala6, esmy 7e9a, ent shesmek?

Him: haha la 3ady, 3ashat el asamy, esmy Faisal.

Awal ma sema3t el esm wla i got goosebumps. 

Me: 3ashat ayamk, i gave him a smile then looked at the teacher.

Mrs Julie: Students take a look at the person beside you, this person is going to be your partner for the rest of the year.

I looked at my right hand side, there was a wall. I looked to my left hand side, then i saw faisal smiling

Faisal: hello partner

Me: hello

He seemed like a nice guy 

Teacher: okay im going to need a project with 7 paragraphs and 9 pictures of three land marks in france, when was it built and other information. It will be in english, it's due tomorrow.

WHAT? DUE TOMORROW? ENHABLAT?

Faisal: waay shloun bnsawy? ana elyoum barou7 3end refejy me7sn

Me: me7sn AlX?

Faisal: eh, sh3arfch feh?

Me: hatha ukhuy

Faisal: bas, entaw mu nafs el 3ayla

Me: salfa 6weela

Faisal: ok, betkouneen bel bayt?

Me: ehh, lman teyey khal me7sn eynadeeny nsawy then ana arou7

Faisal: okay:D

The bell rang, HOMETIME

I got into the car with me7sn and james

James: so kiddo's how was the first day of school

Me: surprisingly, not bad. I liked this school

James: what about you mehsin

Me7sn: Worst day of my life

James: why?

Me7sn: i hate this school! too much work!

Me: EEEHHH! 3ala 6ary el work, 3endk refeej esma faisal beyey baytna elyoum 9a7?

Me7sn: eh, shdarach?

Me: Galy

Me7sn: w uhwa sh3arfa fech?

Me: uhwa my partner eb french, w elyoum elabla 3a6atna project 6weel w its due bacher, chan eygouly wayy 3ad elyoum barou7 3end refejy me7sn alx, chan agoula enk ukhuy. So laman eyeey khal yeg3ad eb ghurfat el akl bas ne9 sa3a nsawy then yeg3ad wyaak

Me7sn: wa7alaataa fa9oool 6ala3 wyaach? deeray balch mena hal khebl, eysawy kelshay, w etha yaa3 3ade yaklch

Me: LOOL 7aram! khalas bayeebla kharabee6

Me7sn laughed

We had lunch with our parents

I invited zayoun and lulu over, they were gonna come by 6

CHAPTER 29

I woke up the next morning, excited to go out with fahad! I missed him so much, i missed kuwait so much, hathy kanat awal 6al3aaa a6la3ha 3ugub ma radayt men london.

I wore my baby blue flowy dress by marc jacobs . I had my sunglasses over my short hair.

Rosy entered my room and said: quickly fahad is waiting for you outside

Me: rosy do i look nice?

Rosy: you always look nice my child

I hugged her and went outside

Fahad's pepsi color g-class looked amazing, al7een ghayam'ha fa 9arat naar

Awal ma rekabt el sayara wla eygoul: sa3a? la jad sa3a?

Me: el7mdellah ent shlounkk

Fahad: walah ana asmar entay shlounch?

Me: haha yal maleeeeeq, wayn btwadeeny?

Fahad: ma7al ely eybee3 nekhy

Me: waaaay3 laa fahad wadny prime 7adee meshtehytaa

Fahad: yal khebla w 3ala 6oul 9adagtay?

Me: haha shasawy bnt 3amk 9ayda

Fahad: ana ash'had

6ab3an fahad lasm ey7aa6 ya jnoony wy6awl 3ala 7ad'ha (layl7eeen hab feeha)

We reached prime, half way through eating wela fahad eygoul: 7e9o bagoulch shay muhem 7ayl

Me: shfeeek

Fahad: barou7 akamel derasty bara

Me: ayshay! wanasa! wayn ray7 inshalah?

Fahad: miami inshalah

Me: ohhh ohh fahouuud sh3alaayk, bas 3ad latredlna wyah wa7da ajnabya ok?

Fahad: haha ehhh akeed

I was happy for him

On our way out of the restaurant wla jassim eydsh (my old childhood friend incase nesaytaw)

He came toward us w salam 3ala fahad chan ygoul: halah 7e9a


Me: hala feek

& he took off

Something was weird about him today, he wasn't the same person he was before.

Ebne9 el 6reeej

Me: FAHAAAAD!

Fahad: SHFEEECH

Me: tukfa basougg, allah eykhaleek

Fahad: la

Me: yallah 3ad, pleaseeee

Fahad: la

Me: fahooooud 3ashanyy bas hal mara

Fahad: la

Me: waaay3 ma7bck

Fahad: LOOL yal khebla, 3ala 6oul tez3len? kaa bas a9fe6 wakhaleech etsougen

Me: heyaa!!! mashkouur

Fahad: etha kasartay sayarty yawaylch!

Me: akeeed!


I got into the driver's seat

Dest aqwa shay, 6awalt el aghany 3ala 7ad'ha w chan a9arekh: THIS IS LIFEEEEEE

Fahad: bala life bala ba6eekh!!! khafeefay!!!

Me: waaa3 ya melqk, lasm etkharb el mazaj

Fahad: umpaaaih, khalas ana mara7 akharb el mazaaj w ba9arekh YOLO BABY!( in a dala3 voice)

Me: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


We went to mama hessa's house.

Ubuy w kel 3amamy w 3amaty kanaw ehnak

It was an amazing dayy!

THE DAY BEFORE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL


Fahad already safar, my hair now reached till my shoulders, el7mdellah 6aal, i didn't look so boy-ish anymore

Me zayoun, and lulu qararna naby nestans 7ayl gabel last day of school


We decided benrou7 my shalaih

8:00 AM


I was sleeping like an angel until someone opened my door and ran and jumped on my bed

: GOUMMMAAAY NAMAT 3ALAYCH 6OUFA!!

Me: malat 3alaych goumay 3an frashy!! aby anaam

Lulu: kel hatha noum? yallah aby asawy tan! elshams qawya elyoum!

Me: if if yallah kny now bagoum

El7mdellah zahabt jan6ety men ams belayl wla chan lulu kalatny

I wore my summing suit and my white dress on top of it

Re7na marayna zayoun then we were off to shlaih!

We reached their at around 9:30

Lulu khalat 7ars shalaih'a eyeeb jet'ha laman 3endna, w zayoun sagat jet me7sn

We each got on a jet ski

Ga3adna en7ous bel ba7ar laman 9arat el sa3a 1, taghadayna w 6abayna pool

At around 3 kelhum kanaw still bel pool ela ana, knt abe asoug jet 7ag akher mara gabel ma nesba7

So i hopped on my jet ski and drove off.

I saw khaled with his friends.

ew. that person disgusted me, i couldn't believe that i actually liked him for once

I went back to the shalayh

After i took a shower i wore my pink colored juicy towel-ish dress

Sha3ry 3ajabny, it was light brown, wavy, and it reached till my shoulders, kelsh matwaqa3t sha3ry bykoun chthy


Awal ma rekabna el sayara wela james eygoul: dayyymn gurls, you got tanned

Rosy: say mashalah!


LOL rosy makanat et7b james

My tan line kan qawyyyy

I dropped them then headed back home

I saw my new school uniform hanging by my closet, i got shivers


I couldn't sleep all night, too scared of the following day

CHAPTER 28

I made this chapter extra long cause the last one was short, enjoyyy xx



2 months later


I finally went back to kuwait, school was only 2 weeks away

My hair now was growing, its now really short. Its not curly anymore, it became wavy, i lost the volume of my curls. It looked a little nice.It reached till the bottom of my ears. I'm scared that my new school would take the wrong idea of me from my hair. I didn't want to tell them that i had cancer, or about the accident, no one needed to know anything.


This wasn't really the summer of my life. Kel ma athkr ele 9ar agouul, how did i live? Wayed nas never cured cancer, magdar agoul ela el7amdella

I still had to take some medicine.

I forced baba to let bader go, i didn't need him anymore.

I told him that i wanted james to be my driver, awal ma ubuy gal 7ag james wla james eygoul: HAAAYL YEAAH (hell yeah)

Ubuy met6amen lana yadry etha shay 9ar james would defend me

El7amdella el7amdella ena sha3ry ey6oul ebsr3aa

I got another blackberry, el7amdella the pin msg guy still didn't send me anything, but i knew he's going to strike again

Baba called the school and told them that he wants me zayoun w lulu b one class

Maryam kanat emsawya estqbal kbeer eb baytna 7agy, kelsh a7s ina mala da3y, bas iihya itgol ina elnas yaboun eyta7amdounlch bel salama

I wasn't that energetic 7e9a anymore, kent kela mensad7a bel frash, maly khulg at7arak, maly khulg asawy shay

Lulu's hair reached till her shoulders, cause her hair started growing way before mine

I still had doctor appointments, i still had therapy's.

Your never really over with cancer

I just wanted to scream my lungs out.

I wasn't allowed to straighten my hair for a month, lana sha3ry kan yegdar ey6ee7 bsr3a.

It was my second day in kuwait, men yeet w ana al3ab wyaa bella.

I went and started to play with daisy(me7sn's dog)

I wasn't scared of her anymore, if it wasn't for hear, i'd be dead by now.

It was 4 pm

Calling baba

1 ring
2 rings
3 rings

"aloo"

Me: aloo hi baba

Baba: hala 7abeebty

Me:Baba 6alabtk tukfa latredny

Baba: 3a6aytch, yallah shnu tabeen

Me: baba aby arou7 azour mama w faisal

Baba: bas 7abebty kha6er, ma 2artha

Me: please, akheth james wyaay, yougaf yame 6oul el wakt

Baba: okay ana al7een akalm james w awa9efla wayn el mukan w agooula yougaf wyach 6oul el wagt 3asshan matg9en 3alayh

ifffff, ubuy wy3arfny

Me: enshalah baba

I closed the line, changed then got into the car.

Me: james did my father tell you where were going?

James: yeah, but what is that place, is it a mall?

Me: no it isn't

James: then what is it?

Me: grave yard

James 6aag brake qawy

Chan eylf wygoul: whaaat? why are you going to a grave yard? are you gonna burry me

Me: no you dummie, i'm going to visit my mother and brother

James: madam maryam and me7sn are at your grandma's

Me: no, and i told him about my mother and faisal

Me: james?????? are you crying? Why are you crying!! you never cry!

James: cause you remind me of myself, i lost my father when i was 15

Me: im sorry to hear that

James: you know what? your father told me to stay with you all the time, but im going to stand a bit far away so i can give you some privacy

Me: reallllllyy??????? thankyou james thankyou!!!

James: yeah really, you think i'm jokin'? your welcome baby gurl

A7b james a7ba!!!!


We9alna el magbbara, re7t 3end gaber umy w faisal

James kan waray, bas shwaya ba3ad

I started talking: Hallah mama, shlounch, adre 9arly mouda ma yeet w zertch bas shasawy, kent eb london, yannee marath el shayn, El7amdellah ta3alajt, w ga3da at7asan, mama 6afch esh9ar, law mu chalb me7sn chan ana al7en mayta, chena allah katb ena yeshtry hal chalb 3ashan ya7meeny, el7mdellah allah 7afathny

I talked and talked and talked, it took me 2 hours

Its like whenever i come here, i forget all of the pain in the world, its like its only me, faisal and my mother.


Surprisingly, i didn't cry this time.

I went to the car with a smile on my face.

For the first time i was happy while leaving them

Ne9 el 6reej wla james eygoul: you know, for such a small person, your really strong, you are my hero hessa

Me: awwwww, i love you jamyyy!

(james galy ana w lulu w zayoun ena ensamy jamy bedal james;p)
James: me moree!

Awal ma wesalt el bayt, re7t seeda dary, when i opened the door wla i saw zayoun w lulu standing, they were all dressed up, ready for the estqbal

Zayoooun erkethat w 3a6atny akbar lama bel dnya (cause she couldn't come to london, hathy awl mara etshoufny ba3d el mustashfa)

Zayoun was crying

Me: ya7mara latabcheen tara abchy wyach al7en

z: shasawy, wlaaht 3alaych 7ayl, mu m9adga ench jedamy

Me: wlahat 3alaych el 3afya, la 9adgay, w men elyoum w ray7 bag3ad 3ala galbch entay w lulu

Lulu: 7AYAACH!! GALBY ZAHEB!

Z: mu bas galby!! ekhethay kel ely feny ba3ad!!!

Me: shukran shukran (in a the7k way)

Me: shalbs:( kelsh mu wakta hal estqbal!

Lulu: emshaw eden ensawy our nails!

Zayoun: eh khal ensawy ombre nails! 7ad'hum 7lween!

Me: yallah, wait adeg 3ala james ey6al3 elsayara

Zayoun: uhwa sayegch elydeeed!?

Me: ehh! wanassa 9a7?

Z: w bader, w jerry?

me: bader ra7, w jerry sayeg el bayt, ya3ny etha rosy tabe trou7 eljam3ya, etha me7sn yabe eyrou7 mukan, etha ubuy yabe awrag, chethy, w hatha bas 7agyy:D:D

Lulu: allahuma 6awlch ya rou7!!!

Me: 7aram tara ga3d ey9er zayn wyaach

Lulu: okk, ana barkab yama w bashouf shysawy

Me: mayndara 3anch,

I wore my pink hollister sweat pants with a plain grey shirt. I wore my grey toms.

Lulu rekebat el sayara eb quwa w g3dat jdam yam james chan et9arekh: HI HI

James: ohh not you again

Lulu: you don't miss me jamyy?:(

James: I saw you 2 days ago, you got issues gurl

Lulu: whatever, jaamy where is the aux?

James: here

She took it w 7a6at eghnyat titanic "my heart will go on"

LOOL elkhebla ga3da tet3amad et6afra lana uhwa bas ey7b rap w violent songs=))


James: oh heeeeeell no! zizi come and get your butt to the front seat and put some nicki minaj!

Zayoun: right away!

Lulu: but im sitting here

James: yallah go back!

Lulu g3dat wara w zayoun g3dat wyaa james w ga3deen eyghanoun

We reached eden, got our nails done, then went back home

I wore my red Valentino Lace and silk-satin bubble dress ( you can find it ib net-a-porter.com)

i also wore my gold gina sandals lana magedart amshy eb juty mu mureee7


Knt ga3da yam maryam w yadety (om oboy)

Yadety bas ga3da w ta7md rabha eny 6ebt

7abeebty ksarat kha6ry

Fay w umha dashaw

Lulu 6arat 3yunha

Yaw salemaw 3alayna

Om fay: el7mdelllah 3ala salamtch 7abeeebty ( w mn hal kalam)

Om fay kanat wayed 6ayba, a7sn mn fay eb 2alf mara

Fay: umbay 7a9oona el 7amdellah 3ala elsalama, matadreen shkther ga3adt abchy, el7mdellah allah estajaab du3a2y w rdaytay a7san men awal

My face kan chethy X_O

Me: allah eysalmch

She gave me a half smile then meshat


Lulu zayn ma tekarfesat wehya yaya 3endy

Laman w9alat chan tgoul: umbay hathy men9ej'ha, tara al7een barou7 akfakh'ha, shyayebha hny??

Lulu kanat em3a9ba 7ayl

Me: madre, bas mara7 tegdar etsawely shay men elyoum w ray7


I knew that her games weren't over, i knew more things were going to happen



3ugub ma khalas el estqbaal  fahoud ya baytna


Me: FAHOOOUUUUUDDD!! walhaanaa 3alaayk ya7maaar!!

Fahad: ANA AKTHAAAR!! Tara bacher ba6al3ch w maby asma3 kelmat magdar

Me: laa fahad ta3bana

Fahad: khufay 3alayna yal 3ayouuuuz, mama hessa te6la3 akthar mench

Me: haha yallah ok, 3ayal wayn 7amoud

Fahad: ga3d yet3asha wyaa mama hessa bel srdaab

Me: emsh khal neg3ad wyahum

laman nezalna wla nesma3 a7ad eygoul

" bas mashkoura, wallah khalas, a9lan ana shba3t, mama 7e9a walah sheba3t!!"


Mama hessa: Shloun taby tekbar etha makalayt ya wlaydyy! yalah ekl 7abeeby

7amoud: ya 7abeebty, ya galby, mama 7e9a walah sheb3t

7amoud shafny chan yarketh wylmny

7amoud: EL7AMDELAAH 3ALSALAMAA!!!!!

Me: allah eysalmkk!

7amoud sa7abny 3nd mama 7e9a chan eygoul: mama 7e9a yalah waklay 7e9o ana khalast


Chan yn7ash

7maaar!

chan a9arkh: fahaad ta3aaal

Fahad tewahag

Mama 7e9a wakelatna laman entefakhnaa

I slept excited to go out with fahad the next day!








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POST 27

2 weeks later

I've been losing so much hair

I really felt like i was dying, i really needed my mother.  A7tajha tougaf wyaay, a7taj ashoufha, a7taj alemha

One day at the hospital

I was sitting with lulu and james and bader

Kna ga3deen ensoulf w they were trying to cheer me up

Knt ga3da al3ab eb sha3ry, wla faj2a massive pieces of hair fell at once

3yuny shwaya wetdame3, lulu shafatny

2 mins later, i couldn't hold it any longer, bechayt men galb


Lulu went out of the room, with eyes full of tears, she took bader with her lana ubuy mayerthalaha te6la3 brou7ha

Knt ga3da abchy 7ayl

James was trying to keep me calm


My father kan mashghoul wayed lana kan rafe3 qathyaa 3ala the old hospital for giving me the wrong medicine


I mean like it won't make a difference, i still have cancer




I felt like my world was falling apart

Lulu came back an hour later

Awal masheft'ha en9damt


I gasped and yelled men galb: ENTAY SHSAWAYTAY???? MAYNOUUUNA??


Lulu: SHNU ELE SHEMSAWYA? ANA MAGDAR ASHOUFCH CHETHY W ASKT, ABEECH T3RFEEN ENA ANA WYACH LAMAN EL AKHEER!

She shaved all her hair

Me: bas shloun etgar3eeen? ana ma artha!!! your pretty long wavy hair? mu met7asfa?

Lulu: 3ade a9laan it looks hot, bad girl style

James maat men el the7k

Lulu: w a9lan ana mu mt7asfa, ana w my bestfriend emsawyn haba yedeeda, shoufay bacher kel lekuwait betgar3

Faj2a wela ubuy eydsh

Baba: Shnu hathaaa????entay shemsawya eb rasch??

Lulu: haircut, 7lw 3ame?

baba: w laysh etgar3een?

Luluu: 3ashan akun wyaa 7e9a, 7aly 7alhaaa

Baba lam lulu w gal: allah layfargkoum 3an ba3ath 7abeebty

An hour later, magedart at7amal el 3awar

I called the nurse

when she came i told her: please get me pain killers, i can't take this anymore

Nurse: right away

She gave me the pain killers, i slept immediately.

I woke up the next day


Awal ma fachayt 3ayny wla bedayt adam3

Not tears of sadness, but tears of joy

Me7sn, baba, james bader w lulu kelehum gare3aw ras'hum


I know betgouloun shda3wa madre shnu bas you don't know shkether it means to me

They make me feel ina im not alone in this world

Gemt men frashy, i barely could walk

Lamayt ubuy w kelehum

Me: allah lay ya7rmny menkum


The dr came in, his face was glowing

Dr: I HAVE GOOD NEWS!!!


Baba: what is it doctor?

Dr: we've managed to kill half of the cancer, you only need to do the surgery next week , and with 1 month of therapy, we might get rid of it 100%, this is a rare case, no one has ever killed cancer in only 2 weeks!

Me: IM GOING TO LIVEEE?

Dr: with a 90% chance!


Lulu: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Me: im sorry you guys had to shave your heads for nothing

James: gurrl you don't have to be, with this hair cut all the gurls will be fighting for me

Me7sn: a9laan ana wedy agar3 men zmaan

Lulu: eh a9lan sha3ry ma kan 7lw

Baba: eh walah wel shayb wayed ga3d ye6la3 b rasy

Bader: w ana umy 9arlaha mouda tabeeny ag9 sha3ry

I smiled, i have people who really loved me

Me7sn yaa 3ugub chan eygoouly: 7e9oo ana kalamt u5o fay, w inshalah men elyom w ray7 mategdar etgarb 9oubch

Me: mashkour, bas ana al7een khayfa men elee 6agny mu fay

Me7sn: ne6ray 3alay, ba6al3a ya3ny ba6al3a

Me: enshalah

2 months later

CHAPTER 26

 I woke up, i felt like i've slept for ages.

Sheft ubuy jedamy

I noticed ina ana mu b nafs el ghurfa ely knt feeha

Me: baba ana wayny?

Baba: 7abeebty e7na b london

Faj2a wlaa dam3a tanzl men 3ayn ubuy

Me: baba shfeek???? w shyabna london!!

Baba: mu m9adeg ench gemtay, 9arlch taqreeban sbou3 eb ghaybouba w e7na yeena london laana

Me: shnu??????????????? sbou3!!! w lana shnu?

Baba: anadeelch el dr yeshra7lch

He went and called the doctor

Doctor: hello hessa, im glad that you woke up, apparently your last hospital gave you the wrong medication, which made the cancer spread through your body.

I felt that my heart stopped, cancer? me? why!? shloun w meta 9ar feeny cancer? tawny ams knt ga3da ath7ak wyaa james w me7sn w lulu w zayoun, al7een feny cancer?

Me: you must be wrong, how can i have cancer?

Dr: the knife stabbed your liver which opened a lot of spaces inside, then with the wrong medication, it spread all around. But we can stop it with Chemotherapy.

Me: no! you can't help me! you always say that but you never really do! I'm going to loose all my hair, im going to suffer for months, but your not going to save me!

The dr didn't reply.

Baba: can you please leave me alone with my daughter for a few minutes?

Dr: sure

the dr left then baba said: 7abeebty enshalah bet6eeben, aku amal ench tet3alejayn

Me: la baba maku amal, ana bamout, methel ma mama w faisal mataw, ana maby ag3ad ehny! ana bakhsr kel sha3ry, baba ana aby umy, ana shsawayt 3ashan kel hatha ey9eer feny?

I started to cry, baba cried too then he said: ana madry laysh, bas bad things happen to good people, enshalah btet3alejayn! lasm tkhaleen eemanch eb allah qawy!

I can feel the cancer spread through my body, it kills me even more by the second, i feel like knifes are stabbing me everywhere, all i can say is el7mdella

After hours of thinking and being quite i broke the silence and said: baba baas ana wyak ehny?

Baba: laa, ana wyach w maryam w lulu w james w bader.

Me: lulu?? shyayb lulu london? wyaa umha wla wyana?

Baba: la wyana

Me: shloun umha rethat?

Baba: a9lan ehya ele galatly ena tabe tyeey, tgoul ena mategdar et'hedch ebrou7ch w ena entay ekhet'ha, w men youm ma darayna wehya bas ga3da tabchy

Me: waynha al7een?

Baba: uhma bel 6ereej yayeeen

about 10 mns later dashaw

Lulu awal ma shafatny rkethat w lamatny w bcht 7ayl chan tgol: please khalouna brou7na shway

they all left then lulu galat

: 7e9a, ana wyach bougaf 6oul el wagt w law tabeen rou7y ba36eech eyaha, entay mu bas refeeja, entay ekhty, walah ench ekhty, ana magdar ashoufch eb hal 7ala w askt, men youm darayt w ana mu gadra anam, ad3y ena allah eyshafeech, wyrdch a7san men awal, w el dr gal ena by Chemotherapy, you can fight cancer

Me: bas ra7 ey6eee7 kl sha3ry, mnu beyshoufny? mnu by7bny? w akherat'ha bamouut

Lulu: men galch??? wayed nas 9ar feehum w el7mdellah layl7een 3aysheen!! entay bas ed3ay rabch!

Me: yarab enk tashfeeny

bedayt abchy

James 6ag el bab w dash: i hope you feel better hessa, and im sorry lulu, i took the wrong thought of you, you have a huge heart and you didn't leave your best friend when she needed you the most, your a good person

Lulu gamat w ra7atla chan tgoul: shes my sister, i can't leave her, and thanku for your kind words...she gave him a hug then ra7

Lulu: 7e9a betsaween el Chemotherapy ya3ny betsaweeena!

Me: akhaaaf

Lulu: betmouten etha masawaytee! its your only way to survive!

I've decided to take the Chemotherapy

2 weeks later.........

CHAPTER 25

Baba went downstairs to talk to one of the doctors, maryam went with him.

Only me zayoun me7sn lulu james &bader were in the room.

Zayoun: tara ana you3ana

Me: ana ba3ad

Me7sn: bamout men el you3

Lulu went and took my hospital's room phone

Lulu: aloo,

 yes this is the reception right?

 okay i want one cheeseburger,

 what?

 okay then transfer me to room service, 

what do you mean there isn't room service?

 what am i supposed to eat? 

stupid hospital

Chan t9eka eb wayehum

James: daamn, you dumber than my grandmother

Lulu: why ba3ad?

James: who calls a hospital's reception for food? 

Lulu: how should i know? i was hungry!

James: yeah right

Me7sn: walah khebla, matadreen ena maya6lboun men el reception? hatha mu hotel

James: yeah what he said, this ain't no hotel

Lulu: shassawy knt you3ana:( james why do you have to join every single conversation?

James: kayyyyyfy, or what you kuwaity people say

Tha7akt men galb, hal khebl eytha7k!!

 Me7sn: taboun mac? 

Kelna: ehhh!

Me7sn: yallah mnu yabe eyeey wyay?

Me: ana

Me7sn: entay bel mustashfa may9eer

Me: iffff, zayoun w lulu rou7aw wyaa

Zayoun: maly khulg, ba6ny ey3awerny, lulu entay rou7ay

Lulu wayha kan a7maar! lana she had a thing for me7sn

Law tshoufoun shloun me7sn was smiling, kan shaag el wayh!

Me7sn: yallah lulu, 3ade 7e9a?

Me: haw laysh mu 3ade, yallah bsr3a lana you3ana

Me7sn: okay shnu taboun

Kelna 6alabna haman bader 

Me7sn: what about you james?

James: i want a big mac large extra cheese size with a diet coke, you know i want to lose some weight right?

Lulu: your not helping your self buddy

James: you shaku? yeah i know my kuwaity, thanks to my friend bader

Lulu: whatever

lulu w m7sn meshaw

Me: james and bader why won't you sit, you've been standing the whole day, aren't you guys tired?

Bader: no its okay

Me: no i insist! yallah sit!

They sat, zayoun kanat ga3da tesma3 eb her ipod, she's a nicki minaj freak!

James: i wanna hear with you

Zayoun: yallah here

She gave him one ear set

James: oh this is my jaaaym (jam, which means a type of music)

Zayoun: me tooo!! ILOVENICKII!!!

James: something tells me that were going to be friends, not like your friend lulu!

Zayoun: haha, but if your going to be my friend your not going to scare me like you scared me today!

James: okay sure, but you should have seen your face! it was like this :O 

he was mocking her

Lulu and m7sn came back 15 mns later

Me7sn: degeega barou7 ashouf ubuy wared

All: ok

Ra7 wla james eygoul 7ag lulu: gurl your too obvious 

Lulu: obvious on what?

James: you got a crush on mehsin

Lulu: what? shaku, a9lan way3 i dont like him

James: just act cool around him, im helping you

Lulu: you? help? 

James: yeah

Me7sn came back, we7na nakel wlah um lulu etdg

Lulu: degega ba6la3 akalm umy wared

Laman 6la3at wla james eygoul 7ag me7sn: boy your too obvious

Me7sn: what?

James: you like lulu right?

Me7sn wayha 9ar a7mar chan eygoul: what makes you think that

James: the way you look at her dumbie , we all knew

Me7sn: 9ej?

James: ENGLISH!

Me7sn: really

James: yeah really

Me7sn: what should i do?

James: act tough

Me7sn: ah ok

Zayoun: waaaay cuttte 7asouun kelsh mahagaytk et7b

Me7sn: chub yallah, shecutaa ana rayal

Zayoun: way iff 

Me7sn ra7 el 7amam w lulu still ma yaat

Me: james what do you your doing

James: whatt?

Me: why did you tell both of them that?

James: you'll see

Me: mayendara 3ank

The nurse came in, she gave me my medications then left

After i took my medicine i was dizzy

Faj2a everything turned black.

CHAPTER 24

I stayed 3 hours talking to the police, i told them what happened eb my house, bas magelt 3an el pin messages.


Lulu came in, awal ma fachaat elbab yat tabe tarketh lay 3ndy w bt9arekh: 7E9OOOOO

Wela james eysheelha wy9arekh: WHAT THE HEEEEEEEELL ARE YOU DOIN'?

Lulu: WAAAAAH!!! SH'HAAL DOUB ELEE SHALNY!!

Me: james leave her its okay, she's lulu, then one i've told you about

James: ohh, my bad, im sorry miss lulu

Lulu: yeah, thats better, why did you carry me!!!!!?

James: don't test me gurl, i thought you were going to attack her!

Lulu: really?

James: yeah

Lulu: then you still didn't know me, i test EVERYBODY!

James: oh no you di2eeent (didn't bas eb 6areeqat el sumur)

Lulu: oh yes i di22et

James: you want a piece of me?

Lulu: nope, i want the whole thing


LOOOOOOOL! i laughed so hard ele 3ayny bedat etdam3

James gave lulu a death stare, something tells me that there not going to like each other

Lulu: wayyyy3 sh'hal melaq ele ubuch yayebhum, ana a7sb ga3da testahbelayn

Me: laysh bastahbel ya bgara

Lulu: madreee, bas ma amlaq men el asmar ela el abyth ele yame, wa3 laysh maysalm maygoul shay, dama thegeeeeeeeeel

Me: lulu

She cut me off

Lulu: walah 9ej, shoufay shuwarba chena saher el layl

Me: ya luluuuu

Lulu: khal akaml, t3arfeen hathayla ele b london yalbsoun hdoum 7amra w kabous 6weel 3la ras'hum? el guards? hatha methelhum

W el khebla bedat teth7ak brou7ha

Bader: asf ma salamt, khalas bacher a7alq shuwarby 3ashan ma akoun methl saher el layl 3ala goltch


Lulu's face? SPEECHLESS! chena a7ad ma36eeeha kaf


Lulu: ahh 3ayal ana asta2thn

Me: chub ya bgra w ge3day

Lulu: walah ana asfa, walah ma kan qasdy, walah ana

bader ga6a3ha w gal: laaa 3ade, bel3aks tha7akteeny

Lulu: walah asfaaaa

James: daaaaaaaamn gurl, you got a big mouth, since you came you didn't stop talkin'

Lulu: hey you!! a9lan if i didn't come then it would have been boring ok?


James: yeah yeah sure

Lulu: whatever, a9lan i don't like you

James: oh noo! im gonna cryyy, lulu doesn't like me , gurl i don't like you too!

Lulu sawatlaa 7arakat loser

LOOOOL 7ad'hum film!!


Zayoun yat 3ugub! i can hear her screams men el hallway

Ga3da etghany star ships malat nicki minaj


*She still didn't enter the room*

"STARSHIPS WERE MEANT TO FLYYYYY! HANDS UP AND TOUCH THE SKYY!


James: who's this idiot

Me: haha she's alzain, but we call her zayoun

James: im gonn' try to scare her ya'll

Lulu: you don't need to try, you scare everybody!

James 3a6a lulu nathra elee etgoul: were not done yet



Zayoun garebat yam el bab, she was about to open it wlaa james yangz eb wayhaa wy9arek: BOOOOOO!


Zayoun: YOUMMAAAA!!!!!!

Kelna ba6aynaha the7k

Z: 7ASBY ALLAH 3ALAH BLEESK YA3ALK MATERBA7!!!

James: english please

Z: wayh hatha shlun atarjmla al7eeen? i wish you would never win!

James: why? we ain't playin' a game zayoun

Z: ok ok-.-

Zayoun was wearing a baby blue free city pants wya a white shirt w lulu kanat labsa her jeans shorts wya a plain shirt, kel wa7da kubat'ha foug ras'ha

Zayoun: wayyyy3 umy bet6al3ne mn madresty !!

Me: laysh? wayn betwadeech?

Zayoun: shdarany 3anha!! betwadeeny madressat me7sn! wa3 ma3arf a7ad ehnak!

Me and lulu looked at each other then laughed

Z: shytha7k?

Lulu: ya 9khala, ana w 7e9o ray7een ehnak next year!

Z: AY SHAY??????? GOULAW WAALAAH?

us: WALAH!

James: walah! what are ya'll talkin about again

Lulu: why do you have to tetlaygaf in everything!?

James: did i talk to you? no!

Baba and maryam and me7sn came later

We stayed all night talking, i faked a smile, but deep down i was scared a lott!